it's because i believed a lie

2009-10-31T01:47:00.003+08:00

It's time for a change;
i've MOVED.

2009-10-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

Fill in the blanks.
Everyone knows that _______ is leaving soon. Yahoo! For all who step sedih, stop it with the drama already, can? And quit being a hypocrite,
by saying things like..
"Oh _______, you will be missed.."
"Wish you could stay with us longer..."
"We will miss your naggings..." etc, etc.

Bullshit.
From there, i can conclude that they just want you, _______ to disappear for good and never want to see your face ever again. Enough said.

To do: Clear tempat kuih containing balance kuih raya
from the living room's guests' table.
Current status: Procrastinating.
Bring forward the kuih to Hari Raya Haji aje lah?
Wasting of food is not encouraged, you know.
I don't know why but this year's kuih raye macam tak rock ah. All i do is attack kuih tart pat umah orang lain.

p.s This post has no meaning.

2009-10-26T17:43:00.002+08:00

Oh hello WORLD! Long time no see. FYI i am still alive and kicking and now back with more ~~updates~~ crap, hopefully.
Even if my blog seems dead, i am not.

Beautiful Saturday evening was spent with the cousins whose initial plan was to attend the meet-and-greet-and-autograph session at PS with her Korean heartthrob, Lee Min Ho. (Or whatever his name is i hope it's spelt correctly). But decided to abandon the plan upon hearing that only selected die-hards were given the opportunity to do so. Tsk.Tsk.
And so we met and head straight to GV TM to collect our tickets for this movie.

It was stated in the website that there's some promotional thing going on with regards to Halloween season which makes it a '4 tickets for the price of 3'. Upon collection, we were told that it is a first come first serve basis.
Such a bummer. Ohhh whatever okay GV...?

Due to strong violence, it was rated M18 but we were determined to go for it despite the fact that my bro is still 17 and there's a 50/50 percent chance of him to gain entry to the theatre (which of course he did by the way). Movie was good. Think SAW. If you're game enough, then give it a go. Kuzzie couldn't stop squirming in her seat and others kept giving unnecessary comments.
Kecoh tol la. Hahahhahaha! Takpe...
(imitating Dara's voice)
"Saya amat memahami..."
Aku tengok pon aku stress. Mane tak, lari-lari but still end up at the same spot that is in front of the house. Oh, director suroh maa. Hehehehe! Although the ending could have been better. Like lanyak her pakai kereta sampai habis or apape lah kan. Ok dah, cukop.

But this is random.
Was on Facebook the other day and an old friend engaged in a conversation with me asking if life's been good and all. Really, i could not remember that we were from the same Kindergarten and Primary School until she refreshed my memory. But i recalled being in the same Secondary School with her ah and so on and so forth. While reminiscing, she came up with something that she could vividly remember me saying as a kindergarten kid. This is what i told her.

"Eh awak.. mak kita cakap kan tak boleh cakap aku engkau tau nanti kena makan dengan hantu paku!"

All i could do is LOL! Question again, did i really said that to her? Answer is yes. Okay you can laugh now. What was i thinking? Sheesh! It must have been a killer line since she could remember up till now man.
Those times, those times. I suddenly miss the playground, the slides, the swings, the kedai mamak, the $0.20 air batu with assorted flavors like bandung / sirap / chocolate / pineapple / asam manis, the screaming while playing catching.
If only we could turn back time.

2009-10-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

Period causes stomach and butt cramps.

Sometimes it's tolerable but at times it's just unbearable. Ran out of panadol. How great! Informed HQ about taking MC. I was given the number 13 despite leaving house damn early. How could there be so many sick humans today? I just want to get it over and done with. Children there are annoying. Some were running about and screaming treating as if the clinic's their playground. It makes people wonder where the hell are your parents at, kids? Blind or probably deaf. That's out of the question. Another girl screeched at the sight of medicine in an injection tube pointed to her mouth. It was a horrible sight, really.

I got home, had roti boyan and drank soya milk. Headed straight to my room, get comfortable in bed, reached out for the lappy - logged into Facebook to check for updates / kepo around and shortly afterwards started farming, cleared weeds, watered plants and stealing crops. ~~(that's what neighbours are for)~~.

p.s Maybe i should eat my medicines now. Must. They are not meant for display only.

2009-10-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

"Rumah terbakar panggil bomba,
Bomba datang berlumba-lumba.
'A' for Awak
'B' for Budak
'C' for Cantik
Awak budak cantik
ciom pantat apek!"

Who doesn't know this game eh?
Okay kau tak tahu?
Kau gila.

I have questions tho.
Why does bomba have to datang berlumba-lumba?
Is it because lumba rhymes with bomba?
And, why does Awak Budak Cantik have to ciom pantat apek and what has it got anything to do with the bomba who datang berlumba-lumba earlier on?

Just admit it. You all do play silly games like these before right?
Come on, don't lie.

p.s i am suffering from sleep deficiency; above post explains it all.

2009-10-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

I can be the best or the worst thing that ever happened to you.

Now, the choice is yours.

2009-10-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

Portrait is intentionally drawn in this manner.
Art students should know who this is. His name is Pablo Picasso.
Okay, i'm a proud Design & Technology student so i don't really care.
And that drawing is adik's artwork framed and hung up on his bedroom wall.
But everytime i look at this distorted drawing, i get stressed. I don't know why.

2009-10-11T18:19:00.004+08:00

RAYA. RAYA. RAYA.

When: Saturday, 10 Oct 09.
Time: 2PM (dragged to 4PM) due to some
unforeseen cicumstances until 11.30PM.
Transportation used: Honda Odyssey.
Photos description: A must have Formal + Bloopers.
& MANY THANKS (x100) to Annisa(kecique) with the aid of her
camera tripod stand to make it all possible.

CLICK HERE FOR MORE PICS
Thank goodness this year's event was held on a Saturday. Ample time to slack on the whole of Sunday! Phew! To all members2 who are still raya-ing today, last kopek ah k. Raya ending soon sey. Boohooo! Last but not least,
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin,
semoga kita berjumpa lagi! :D

2009-10-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

You know, people are prone to start a conversation with me nowadays; anywhere, anytime of the day. Especially the makciks/neneks. I don't know why. Maybe i look like the kinda of person yang boleh ajak bebual. Or maybe complain about the weather to me and etc. Like this morning i was at the bustop waiting for the bus to work when a makcik pushing a trolley settled down beside me and was smiling while looking at me from head to toe.
WHAT IS UP WITH YOU TO GIVE ME THAT KINDA LOOK, makcik?
Ok fine, so what if i wore a brown kurung today. Oh come on, besides the fact that today is Friday, it is still the month of Syawal and Raya isn't over yet.

Makcik: Anak ni nak pegi mane? Kerje ye?
Me: Ye, saye, cik. (hehe)
Makcik: Oh a ah eh, takkan lah nak pegi jalan raye pagi2 buta.
Tahu takpe k makcik.
And, no i didnt exactly said that.
Me: Ahh tu lah cik. Hehehe!
Makcik: Ahh bagus lah cik dah lama berhenti kerje, sekarang jage rumahtangge je (blablabla)
Me: Ohh, okay, yelah cik...
Finally the bus arrived after waiting for like a million years.
*phew*

On a totally different note, have i mentioned before that from the very beginning, i don't fancy Samsung phone models. Because it is soo not user-friendly, have different function and all etc.
BUT in the end,
I have gotten myself a Samsung phone -.-
I am a hypocrite, i know. hahahaha. Can't resist lah but it's so pretty and slim and appealing and sophisticated and pretty.. Oh did i mention pretty twice? :P

p.s Today's mom's birthday! "Happy Birthday mama! Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan supaya sihat selalu!"
Ok lah ayah also want. kasi chance. hee.

&&& BBG is Raya-ing tomorrow. =D
Toodles~!

2009-10-08T17:12:00.006+08:00

One fine day, i wish i could wake up on time to catch breakfast at Long John Silvers instead of waking up late every weekend. But isn't that what weekend's are for? To sleep late on a Friday and then sleep in until around noon or maybe until mom starts to yell at your ear. Well, maybe that'll be just me. Hee!

Now, just look at these mouthwatering breakfast items...
(Photos taken from LJS)

Argh!

Argghh!

Argggghhhh!

Okay, I'm not promoting. I'm just recommending. Merely, it's because of the sudden crave to patronize LJS. Like... "Dah lama tak berjumpa, rindu rasa hati..." LOL. Ok mepek. Cut the crap. I got sick of Mac D's breakfast meal la. Asek2 call suroh home delivery je. Pakkal la LJS do not have any home delivery service eh. Takde bagus jugak ah. Kalau tak, cepat jelak kan? So yeah.

Tick.. tock..tick..tock...
Now, when will the clock show 6:00pm? No mood to work already. All because of you (insertsnamehere); freaking asswipe (!)

Ok i'm done for the day.
Maybe just a little bit more.
Going home agenda:
- Take bus to MRT station.
- Go to LJS buy mom's and mine and my brother's food.
- Walk home.

P.S: Abang is raya-ing with his Starbucks mates. Vehicle used: a BUS.
Let's hope they arrive and leave before i got home from work. Otherwise i just won't leave my room. Period.

2009-10-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

It's ...

W-E-D-N-E-S-D-A-Y (!!)

Yippeeeeeeee!
Two more days and weekends's here again.
Had a pretty shitty start to this week. So blearggggghh!~

Will update again, once the blogging mood strikes.

P.S: Oh saye suke sangat2 dengan lagu ni. Awak suke tak? Tapi kan, background music playing takde makne di sebaliknya dan takde kene mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia.
Harap maklum.

2009-10-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

Feeling extremely sleepy lah dei.
Maybe it's due to the beautiful weather.
*yawns*

Weekends was spent raya-ing with the family. Covered almost the whole of Singapore. No lah kidding. Despite being too exhausted, i managed to drag myself to work the next day. Only God know how jealous i am seeing the whole family still in bed tucked under the oh-so-comfy-plus-warm blanket while happily snoring away. Now, i am so glad tomorrow's a mid week already.

OK let's talk a little about yesterday. It was abang's 25th birthday. "Happy Birthday bro!" *giggles* and not forgetting mama's birthday which is in 3 days time. :) We were brought to dinner at Kampong Chai Chee Restaurant near Kembangan which once used to be at Tampines TelePark, if you could recall. It wasn't as crowded as i expected it to be maybe because of 2 reasons:- the night is still young / it's a Monday. Hehe! And how funny.. they forgot to serve my orders. Dad was about to make noise when i stopped him as i don't want to risk my dish being spitted at. *Ewww*. Ok well, you won't know what the cook is capable of right?

So, what's new? Besides FB's still a pain in the ass as well as Ebuddy. Nasib baik iloveim.com tak perangai eh. What is happening actually? geram siak. My tummy's growling already. Can't wait to go home! Blame me. No one asks me to have only 2 pieces of Siew Mai for lunch. Padan muke aku. I want to buy marshmellow, mango gummy too. Ok dearies, i'm knocking off from work now. Behave okay. :P

2009-10-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Do you know?
i love it when the sky is dark and
giving out signs it's going to rain...

But-- i don't carry an umbrella with me.
It is going to be a wet wet Friday evening.
Well, i still hoped it rains.

2009-10-02T14:47:00.006+08:00

Yeah i know. It's been a while. So i'm back in action. Can't wait for weekends lah! Because i'm going raya-ing 3 days in a row starting tonight. And I wondered if i could even wake up for work on the following Monday being too exhausted. Cannot take leave la KNN! And, and, and Abang's birthday coming up. Too old for presents lah dektu. Cheyy. Alasan(s) eh aku ni. Nyeheheehe!

Now FB is really getting on my nerves. I have no problem accessing it but when i click on photos tab or any friends updates, it just won't appear. No matter how many times i kept hitting the refresh button, it changes nothing. Annoying much! Good thing i could still access Farmtown to harvest pineapples and plow fields etc.

So it's been two days; since some people here felt tremors when strong earthquake strucks Western Indonesia. And hence the widely used phrase quoted from a few friends...

"3 natural disasters in a row.
Typhoon, Earthquake and Tsunami.
Time to start repenting people!"

Scary! Seram! Takut! Gerun!

Last but not least, seriously bro need to stop doing the
Tectonik dance already. So you have no idea how does the Tectonik dance looks like?
Click on the video below.

ERKK, kay..

2009-09-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

" Cinta adalah untuk yang ikhlas mencintai,
Bukan untuk dipersendakan... "

AGREED.

Tapi macam pernah dengar je eh?
Ok lah hint2 k, tontonilah SYURGA CINTA.
Aku belum tengok pon... OK bye!

2009-09-23T12:59:00.009+08:00

Raya fever. Raya everywhere.

zd: "Miss Hidayu, you look so purple and so traditional today."
Me: "Ha-ha! like duh~ i'm wearing purple kurung"
zd: "oh but do you know that purple is the international gay color--.."
Me: i know. whatever. (smirked) ^.-
You're lame okay, budak.

1st of Syawal was spent at home.
B-O-R-I-N-G (!)
Entertained a few guests and bro was already begging me to go out. His motive was to see the 'outside world'. Or in another words, feel the raya atmosphere rather than being cooped up at home. Oh come on, it's 1st Syawal! So he put on his 'kain samping' and i touched up on my make up, put on my heels and we walked around Tampines as i got to find some stuffs as well. Tu pon jadik eh? hurhur.. We bought Polar's chicken puffs and ate at the void deck becos suddenly i got sick of the sambal goreng pengantin, ayam masak merah, daging briyani etc :(

"Semoga kita... Berjumpa lagi..
Di hari bahgia ini....."
**singing**
You know what? I get to meet the kuzzie Eka and Asap the
army boy - (i have yet to see my adik turn into a 'man'). lol.
AWESOME. Dah lama geng tak jumpe, rindu tau!
Next up, let's catch NEW MOON together2! Jadik perr? nyehehehe! budak2 tanak tengok pegi mampos we can watch on our own kan kan kan...

2nd Syawal
Highlights-- Bermaaf-maafan session. Where buckets of tears (exaggerated) scene took place. And nevertheless the sengih kambing while asking for forgiveness also have. hahahah! understand understood ok sape tu budak. fake emotion sia. LOL.
OK so the rest of the day was spent at uncle's place at Tampines and finale was at aunt's place at Woodlands. Finally get to meet Mardya, the cousin whom i thought i never get to meet this year. Hee. 2 houses only? Pathetic nah!? Of course la, we take public maa. Eh by the way, why bus no 969 don't have double deck ah? Every trip from Tampines to at least Yishun area there confirmed packed one. I know, never seen a double deck SMRT bus but still -- erk kay just a suggestion ah.

Didn't eat anything except for the sambal tumis telur when i got home yesterday evening. The milk tea i had on the way home kept me full. Plus i doubt mom is cooking since there were plenty of exchanging lauk-pauk in between the raya visits among the ibuk-ibuk.
Adik: kak, mama masak ape siak?
Me: Entah! *check periuk* tkde bende ah.
Adik: K ah takya makan ah ni mcm..
Me: K lor.. BEsok je ah makan k.

Cukop time, around 2am i heard the clanking of pots and pans in the kitchen, and guess who's there..?
I saw Hantu lapar cooking maggie. drools** So i join in the fun as well. Having supper with adik has never been boring with his antics and the ocassionally cracking of lame jokes. -.-

sidetrack// Random people has been adding me on my Windows Live and it's freaking annoying! Wait till i get the bugger who goes round spreading my email address. KNNCB!

2009-09-20T03:06:00.002+08:00

EID MUBARAK
to all my Muslim friends!

So, i'm still wide awake now despite it's already late and i should be hitting the sack by now. Abang is out and still not back yet. Adik is cleaning in the kitchen, mom is fast asleep. (need i say what my nenek is doing?), dad is ordering people around. Ooops! Haha! You know, these pimples are really annoying. Yesterday it appeared right in the middle of my forehead. It's soooooo RED and very unsightly okay! Then someone said "pimples pon nak raya". Okay. Kurang asam punye n0kz!

Anyways, today i helped mom prepared the usual must-haves raya dishes. i.e the Sambal Goreng Pengantin, Ayam Masak Merah, Daging Briyani, Achar and of course Briyani Rice! Now my legs are about to fall apart. Ok no, i'm exaggerating it. I'm just exhausted. The only difference from the past raya is that we go ketupat-less (as in the real ketupat) this year. Nevertheless the mini ketupats tastes just as good like the real one. I became the food taster this afternoon since i'm the only one who couldn't fast. And ..... mom actually rely on my tastebuds. *cross fingers*.

Later at night arranged the kuihs at the living room. Watched Sinar Lebaran. Oh random: aku suke dgn Zul Yahya. And didnt know Adi Putra could sing! Plus he's cute. But he's married. Booo. Ape saje je aku ni eh. My family ain't going nowhere tomorrow as we'll be expecting alot of guests visiting my grandma. Boring ahh! But oh nevermind, it's going to be a closed house on Monday; going to visit nenek, aunt and uncle as well as fellow cousins at woodlands. Hehehe! Ah, i'm feeling a bit sleepy already. It feels like i could fall asleep on the keyboard anytime soon. -.-

Izinkan aku berpantun seketika; sempena menyambut Syawal mulia ini.

Ke kedai Pak Maon membeli cili,
Kedainya pula berbau bacin,
Sebelum aku mengundurkan diri,
ku pohon maaf zahir dan batin...

Cheyydebahhhh...
Kawan-kawan, kita zero-zero now kan? Ok best!
Bye now! Tatash!

2009-09-16T11:58:00.002+08:00

In case you didn't know, i have switched career.
I am now working as a zoo-keeper.

Come catch us during our feeding time from 10.20am until 11.20am daily!
(except weekends and public holidays)

NOTE: You may bring your own food as well. Like leftovers from your sahur or last night's buka. They are not fussy. You could feel/touch/caress the animals here too as most of them are merely attention seekers. They need love. But then, we won't be responsible for any accidents that occurs while doing it as you may lost your arm or even your head if you're not careful enough.

Don't miss it, hurry! The animals here are of a rare species. You might never get to see them elsewhere in the world except here.
They will migrating back to the wild next week.

So, i see you ~~there~~ here
;D

2009-09-15T13:07:00.001+08:00

Blogger now have a new feature about email notification thingy. No wonder it's being as ass these past few weeks. Heh.

Now, i would like to rant a little about this morning here.

"Dear Grandma, why on earth do you need to wake up so early in the morning? It's not as if that you have some business to attend to. Now, you wake up exactly at 8am and head straight to the shower. You'll be out of there in about 10 minutes and will head back to my room to get dressed. Me, on the other hand will still be in a midst of getting ready. You know, my room ain't huge. I need space to slap on my makeup, to iron my clothes, to blow dry my hair etc. I know as an old lady, grandma walks at snail's pace. I TOTALLY understand that. Not insulting but it's facts right? It took you approximately a few minutes to get from point 'A' to point 'B'. And i may have wasted a few minutes of my time as i'm running running late for work."

MY POINT IS...

"Dear Grandma, you could have stayed in bed, sleep a little more, golek-golek until about 8.30am when i'm off to work right? Frankly, kadang-kadang bingit betul dengan perangai anda! Like how you woke me up in the late Sunday afternoon as i was taking my nap being too shagged doing spring cleaning and all. Like hello, you could have just continued watching t.v while waiting for me to slowly get up from bed, correct? Mind you, i am not the type of person who takes afternoon naps. So, i woke up startled and causes my head to spin and i turn out to be cranky throughout the day. Everything also must follow timing meh?

(Here comes the emotional part)
I don't hate you, nenek. But please change, nenek love. Please. I want my old nenek back. And i miss arwah atok."
*sobs*sobs
Note: By posting this, I have no intention in any ways to be rude. Seriously. It's just me ranting. Thousand of apologies nenek, just have to let it out!

Ok enough is enough.

Speaking of being emotional, i recalled an event when adik tried to be an emo kid back then. Dressing wise, hair and even formed a band of his own. Once, i mentioned that emo kids are supposed to be skinny, not otherwise. p.s. He is not fat, but yeah fleshy. Because emo kids lived in a world of their own and the only thing that they do best is being suicidal. I'm glad i'd knock some sense into him seeing the change in him.

I think i'm done. Oh, I need a bloody haircut since raya is in 4 days time. And i don't think i am using the 'Kao Liese Bubble Hair Dye' i bought recently...

because i just found out it's not halal. dammit. LOL. Okay i'm selling it off to colleague then. :P Should have gotten the usual Revlon or something like that.
Actually I am fascinated by their advertisement on t.v that shows it's sooo easy to use, just lather the foam into your hair same like shampooing and the best part is the non-drip formula. Cool right. Ok confession here; i bought it out of impulse too. But oh nevermind. I'll find other alternatives. hehe! bye!

2009-09-13T21:59:00.001+08:00

Oh NOOooOOoooOO!

I am going to sound utterly bimbotic now. Tiny little bumps are appearing all over my face creating ugly red patches here and there. Plus it itched like HELL! I knew it has something got to do with the cleaning and dusting i did yesterday. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it! Damn you micro-organisms. Grrr!

Ok bye. Wanna go kedai nak gi belik Ice cream Chocolate Cornetto, 2 bottles Pokka Green Tea, Peel Fresh Mixed Berries Juice, Nescafe Original/Latte and Coconut Juice with Pulp.
After which i wanna catch Samurai Girl on ch5!
Infact it has already started lah.
Sidetrack- Lebaran dah nak dekat! How time flies! ~~

And, tomorrow is another working day.
* * FAINTS * *

2009-09-12T12:31:00.002+08:00

FW: Aliff Aziz.......tak ku sangka...........‏

It's the subject of a forwarded email i received 2 days ago. I guess there's no need for me to publish the picture of him doing stuff mentioned in the papers. As much as it is said, it's probably in a club in Malaysia? It's so unnecessary okay.

I don't think it's a big deal. Because i strongly believe that we, as human tends to make mistakes. And he, being a public figure plus he's only 18 is just a few of the unlucky ones to get captured on camera while doing such act. Give him a break okay? Furthermore he had already apologise to the media as well as his fans who's offended by his act. I bet most of them were ~~offended~~ jealous wishing it was them in the act with him. Nyehehehe! Just look at how the fans turned into a screaming frenzy whenever he make an appearance on stage sometime ago. Yes, he macam xxhotstuffzxx (intentionally spelt like that) like that lor for the 13-16 year old range girls. :P

p.s i am not a die hard fan of Aliff Aziz but really, how could someone be so shallow to be spreading the pictures on the internet. Ohh! maybe the person could be a 'Stomper'- Malaysian Version. Seriously, people should mind their own business and stop intruding into other people's life.

Hidup jangan cari kebencian orang and jaga tepi kain orang is soooo tak perlu okay? Enough said.

2009-09-11T23:53:00.001+08:00

Today i decided to take a break from work.
Agenda: To have the chance to wake up late or simply to laze around. Instead, i end up making kuih from afternoon until evening. Oh boy, i'm shagged! So today's post is going to be short and sweet. Promise!

So where were we just now? Oh yes, the kuih-muih. You know, if you were to ask majority of the people here about their kuih wajib during Hari Raya, the answer will definitely be Kuih Tart or Kuih Makmur or Kuih Suji etc etc. (i don't bother translating the kuih names into English language because.. alah, step ade orang-orang bangse lain je yang bace blog aku?) :D
OKAY, Almost every year without fail, having Honey Cornflakes during the festive season is considered mandatory. We just can't do without it. Plus, it's so (x100) easy to make!

Ingredients:
- A box of Cornflakes
- 200g of Butter
- 4 tablespoons Sugar
- 4 tablespoons Honey

Directions:
- Melt Butter in a medium sized pan
- Add in sugar and honey
- Stir until sugar dissolves
- Pour over cornflakes and mix well
- Place into mini cupcakes cases and bake for 10-15 minutes.
Voila! There you are.
(Note: this soooooo sounds like what i posted a year ago.)

And no, you won't find the traditional Kuih Tart in our home. But you will find Strawberry Tart! Mom just love varieties. But then, i am still a HUGE fan of Kuih Tart you know. Heee! I have oh-so-kampung tastebud right. tell me about it. Oh i am supposed to cook rice for sahur plus i need to pee. BYE!

2009-09-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

It's been two days in a row...This thing kept appearing on the screen.
Network Error (dns_server_failure)

Your request could not be processed because an error occurred contacting the DNS server.
The DNS server may be temporarily unavailable, or there could be a network problem.

For assistance, contact your network support team.

I tell you, hotmail and FB's being a total pain in the ass these few days. Dahlah cannot open mail inbox, my FB's page asek terpotong setengah je. Fed up aku noh!

Ehh! and what's up with the cake on the blogger homepage sia? Birthday kaper? Takde maknanye okay! "Adoi! headache tahu!" If you had seen the poster advert on a bus, you'll know. FYI, you can see me with axe-brand oil nowadays. Haahs! I feel so nenek-nenek-ish. hurhur. Neneks2 traditional remedies always works lah. No matter how ridiculous it may sound or how bad you don't understand the logic, you'll thank them anyway.

You wanna know something? I was at the ladies earlier on. And, two out of the three cubicles were occupied. So i waited for the center one as that's the only cubicle equipped with the water hose spray thingy. Then, an someone unfamiliar probably a visitor, appeared from the other cubicle and i smiled at her. But she did not smile back at me. While she was soaping her hands, i was still standing there and staring at the door; waiting anxiously. And.. suddenly i've come to realize that there isn't anybody in it as the door was slightly ajar. So i slowly poked my way through the door. I can't help it but smile to myself. i've been fooled. Now that lady must have thought i am a freak or something.

Today has been good to me. But still, i can't breathe a sigh of relief yet because it isn't over. So i'm probably gonna tire myself out worrying, which is sooo unnecessary. I've been updating quite regularly eh? Yeahyeah, once i get the hang of it, i might as well keep the momentum going. You know, just like the Pringles advert that says
"Once you pop, you can't stop!"

ALOT of new books just came in! But this book betol nye kurang ajar. Aku lapar la tengok ni.

I've always got a thing for sandwiches ah. Lama tak makan sandwich ala-ala picnic gitu. And bro stopped bringing home that Smoked Salmon sandwich from Starbucks already. Why, oh why!? *drools* Can't stop but imagine what's menu for buka puasa today.

On a random note, goodbye to chapped lips and hello to succulent kissable lips. All thanks to the new moisturizing lip gloss-cherry flavor. Very cheap. $2.90 only. Go get them at your nearest Guardian Pharmacy store today! :P

2009-09-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking, for those who knows me, i'm not the type of person who gets ticked off easily. Am i? I am normally the nicest/soft-spoken person you've ever met in your entire life. Not exaggerating lah. it's true. But this morning incident really make me lose my cool, like totally! This is not good especially when you're fasting. I think i've hurled buckets full of vulgarities that i might as well buka and maybe have chicken rice for lunch or something just now. Grr. Not funny. I don't like being angry because i'd look constipated. And nobody likes to get their blood boiling with frustrations. It's soooo uncool. And also when you're angry, you tend to frown alot and that will eventually leads to premature wrinkling of your skin (forehead and many other part of your face). Macam paham. Hahaha! Eh diam ah, my blog right, i can say whatever i want.

I just reached home. Accompanied shaki to Geylang to find her baju raya. So meaning it's my second trip there. Serious wa cakap lu, ramai org2 tk perlu pat sane ok? Kaki nak tercabut anytime soon. Today will be sleeping in bro's room as he's out to work till morning. But, err i am going to do something about the window. I am never going to sleep facing the window. Ever. If you know, you know, if you don't know, just shut up.

Eh i missed Gerimis Di Hati lah. I want to see that 'perempuan jahat kene marah ngan her husband'. Did she get scolded or not eh? Alah, ade encore telecast tak? tsk! Missed SI too. Selit daun ah cerite pasal cab incident tadi. I am so bloody pissed off with the effing pakcik. I came out of school, hurriedly flagged down a cab. Ok, so i got it. First thing i did when i get into his cab was ask if i am able to make payment by NETS as i do not have enough cash with me. 1/4 of the journey, i decided to make sure if his NETS machine is working as i see nothing on the screen (blank). He said "Entah." What kind of response is that eh, tanye sikit? I demand him to try carry out the transaction and true enough, it is faulty. Alamak ni pakcik, aku da lah lambat, kau bikin aku bertambah lambat siak. pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffftt!
I managed to dig 4bucks from my bag and tell him to f*** off. Okay i did not do that exactly. I just told him i'll be taking another cab. Waste my money sia. With that $4, i could have bought 2 packets of chicken rice at Ananas cafe ok dok! Budget punyerr!

ARGGGHHHHHH!

I'm dreading tomorrow! Come what may. Good lah, everything give last minute work somemore. Ya lah, then everything oso i kena one. Soooooo ~~clever~~ dumb kan.

Fuck it.

If i were to keep thinking about it, i won't be able to sleep. No, no. I sureee need it more than you do in order to keep my brains functioning or else i'll be a walking zombie by tomorrow morning. Oh by the way, look at the date~ 09.09.09 (-.-) So what if it occurs every once a year? This date marks the shittiest (does such word even exist?) day of my life. And i don't want to be reminded of it.

Ahh, hell! I'm going to bed now.

2009-09-08T22:04:00.004+08:00

Today i had all my hair pushed back. Too rimas with my untamed tresses. Now i looked very much like a pregnant woman whom had just given birth; just without the kunyit thingy on my forehead. Note: i said kunyit taw, not three white lines. tu da lain okay?

Damn, i missed 'Di Pinggiran Ramadhan' lah yesterday. All i managed to catch was Fajar Ramadan. You know the El-Faeza and Hetty Sarlene documentary-like show. Ok lah at least have something to watch. Also, i channel-hopped and Anakku Sazali was on TV2. Rosak, rosak betul tu anak.. tsk! *geleng kepala*

I'm feeling a little bit unwell. Now, my shoulder, neck, back everything aching like nobody's business. All because of the audit thing taking place this coming Thursday. Again all last minute. I don't normally work with figures you see, and having to do it makes me feel like dozing off everytime i started calculating. Been staring at numbers since the whole of yesterday. Going through each and every piece of paper in the god-damned files. Everything just don't seem to tally. Is it just me or what?! At one point my head spinned and i almost threw up all my sahur's content. Dear Allah, please let it run smoothly without anyone being difficult. Amin.

I need a change of blogskin, but blogger is STILL being an asshole. Hmphh! Tell me something i don't already know. Next time perhaps. And i need (WANT) a new cosmetic pouch. Because the current one is not wide enough to fit those brushes etc. Naik bengkok2 dibuatnye. Tsk! Meaning i need new brushes too. Hee.

Speaking of cosmetics, i suddenly recalled my pending online purchase yet to be received. Promised by end of May, now it's already coming to mid September okay! The last time i contacted her was through SMS in which according to her, the supplier did not get back to her and vice versa. Fed up sia aku! Then when i requested for a refund, she said "have to check with supplier first" and she disappeared from then on. Kanina! It's definitelyt a no biggie ah kan, but still my money maa?! pffft! n0kz suggested: threaten to report to the respective authorities if refund is not returned. Nyehehehe! Will do, once i could find the contact and my transactions details.

Okie doks. till then. toodles!~~

2009-09-06T23:43:00.004+08:00

Okay, so i did not complete my movie marathon last night. I decided to stop after Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak as my eyes cannot take it no more. Both movies were good, i tell you! I think i underestimated Bohsia being full of crap and all.

Today i woke up at 3.30pm due to mom's yelling. Macam2 cerite aku mimpi geng.. Boleh bikin drama. Seriously! ;P
Well it was worth it as today's buka puasa menu is Nasi Briyani Dam. Superb la deyy! If it wasn't me who helped mom in the kitchen, the menu wouldn't be so mauts today. *like real* all i did was to kacau-kacau (disturb) things around. Ehehes!

Just had a tiff with my bro.
Dad enterframe and says..

"apasal kau suke jerit2 kat adik kau tu? Cannot talk nicely eh?"

"abis dah dier irritating sangat..!"

"kau ni, dier ada pat uma kau bising, bila dier takde pat uma pon kau bising jugak. cakap ape ni kau?"

"ahh yelah..."

Come to think of it, betul jugak ah. Ahh, ok bye. Hope your weekends rocked! But not as much as mine. Nyehehe!
Tomorrow's Monday again. Thinking it's the one week September holidays, what the hell am i even doing at work? *Yawnssss* Alrighty, sleep tight everyone and sweet dreams!

2009-09-05T22:53:00.001+08:00

I just had a slice of Pepperoni pizza at 10.30pm. So much for wanting to stop eating at 8pm.

In the mood for movie marathon. Watching Bohsia on Youtube. Time lambat per aku baru nak tengok tu cerite? Nyehehehe! And oh! followed by Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak, and then Mirrors, and then Final Destination 4, and then The last house on the left. Ok? Looks like i'm gonna stay up till sahur again :P

*not related above*
Dear someone, i'm somehow accustomed to this kinda feeling. So, no matter what you do, or what happens after this, this feeling will remain as neutral as possible.
(Emo lah pulak..)But yeah, go ahead just do as you please. Thank you, very nice!

2009-09-04T15:15:00.010+08:00

This morning, i prepared Sahur for the whole family.
Abis bangge eh? Hehe, no lah. Correct sentence:
i prepared Sahur for the whole family; with a litte help from dad.

The alarm went off exactly at 4am. Dad immediately woke up as the alarm's too loud. (FYI, i will be sleeping at mom's room throughout September to let nenek sleep on my bed). I have set No Doubt's Hella Good as the alarm signal and dad asked if he could have that song in his phone as well. Haha! Mom didnt show any reaction. Happily snoring away. Too tired i think since they came back from JB around 3am to buy kuih and stuffs with uncle Lan and aunty Su.

So dad voluntarily helped me out in the kitchen. Sekali ... 'kelentang kelentung kelenting' Mak kaw! Peh bising! I tell you eh it's true, if men were to help out in the kitchen, they could make 2 people working sound like as if 20 people were in it.
*shakes head* But still dad is just so nice to be helping me out. Otherwise i won't be able to handle it alone. Unlike mom. She's a superwoman in disguise. I knew it ;)

Kuih raye were all in assorted shapes, sizes and colours. Ahh, jangan rasa semer same sudah eh! What's the point of buying different types of kuihs but all tastes the same kan kan kan. ehehe! Kuih Batang Buruk also have lah! Feverett tu! Nama je burok tapi sedap okay!

And Raya preparations is really burning a hole in pocket/wallet or anywhere else you can think of. Seriously. And in times like this the camera starts to buat perangai. Fed up sia! Solution: Buy new one; share with abang.
What's next, we shall see. LOL.

MMM, tried out new Cherry flavor lipgloss. I am trying hard not to lick my lips because i'm fasting you know. If not, minus point, or worst- batal dok!

My small clock is missing. Yes, the only clock in the house which is 10 minutes faster. Where the hell is it. Searched high and low for it skali nenek ckp she borrowed it. Looking at the normal clock, i lost the sense of urgency and therefore i'm slightly late for work.
Because right, i thought i am always 10 mins early -.-
therefore... today,
I am going to buy nenek a new alarm clock.
:P

& oh! i remembered bro telling me that i moan in my sleep. i think i know why. i inherited it from my nenek because she moaned in her sleep as well.

I'm feeling extremely exhausted. I am tired of everything. Will you people please give me a break? Aku puase, korang pon puase perr, betol? Jangan kasi aku bingit, boleh? Kerje asek nak mencari kebencian orang je. Ape ni?
Only then I remembered the very first time i interviewed for this job, i was asked "Can you yell?" "Oh yes of course! do you want me to demonstrate it to you?" Oh well of course i didn't say that. I understand what he meant was to ensure that i could be firm and nice at the same time while handling the kids here.

This is totally off topic man. But a good one to share.
'did you know that an alcoholic person is less likely to get diarrohea?'
'Oh really? that person must be full of shit then.'
I justloveee Dan and Young in the morning show on 987FM. =D

2009-09-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

Friendship.
How does it break?

Both friends will think the other friend is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party.

As time passes by, both friends will think
'let the other one contact me first..'

After some time, each will think 'why should i contact first?'

From here onwards, the friendship will be converted to hatred.
Finally, the memory becomes weak due to the lack of contact.
And we eventually forget about each other.

I don't want my friendship as well as yours, to end this way.
Therefore i'd like to say that friendships are like gold.
Without polishing, it becomes dull.
If you take care of it, it'll shine like the brightest star you've ever seen.

Hopefully, something random like this could save a friendship. :D

2009-08-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

Hello beautiful people!

I have been twittering alot lately and almost forgotten the fact i even have a blog that i don't intend to abandon it just yet. Heee!

Damn, what a nice weather to sleep in. Agree with me please? But! i already woke up earlier to help mom with the piling dishes. Othwerwise, mom is capable of nagging non stop until next morning. Seriously. So i headed to the kitchen and noticed a blue tupperware hanging by the window. I was told dad has left it there with papayas in it for the birds to feed on. Apparently dad has forgotten on how he threw mom's kitchen slippers at them birds for intruding and shitting almost everywhere.

NOTE: I'm slowly losing the mood to blog by now, because...
Yesterday night, i blogged and saved it as draft. The next thing i knew after logging in again, it's nowhere to be found. I am very sure i have saved it you know, i swear. What the hell happened to the auto-save every 10 minutes feature eh? KNN.
Ah i know you don't bother. So i might as well shut the hell up already.

Blogger macam pantat.
(therefore today's post will be mostly in Malay Language alright?) Okay Best!

Oh! the holy month of Ramadhan is here again. It's been a week of fasting now and loving it.
Last Friday, mom and i went to Geylang. Cari baju raye beb. Lincah nah? No lah where got? As soon as i got hold of something i like- immediately grabbed it before someone else does. hehs. Maklom la size aku ni very rare. Faham2 ok. The boutique auntie pandai psycho customers. Ala in other words, she rocks ah. I'll come again for sure next year. InsyaAllah. Was trying on baju2 kurung when the Azan sounded. Breaked fast with Oreo Chocolate ice blend only. Perot kembong, geng. Padehal Donut empire kat bawah je sey; tanak beli. zzzz. Afterwards proceed to find dendeng (abg kirim). Aik, kirim aje? Tak hulur2 pon fulus nya? Jotos baru tahu eh. Since it's Friday, i thought Bazaar's crowd was not bad as the weekends. But still we walked at snail's pace. Bumped into quite a few familiar faces. Tak sanggup nak gi Geylang during weekends because i know the bazaar will be infested with alot of people which will most probably consists of 'youknowwholahright'. Tak sanggup aku!

Ok ciao. Off to the shower now.
Eh by the way besok korang jangan lupe nyanyi lagu
"Tanggal...Tiga-puluh satu.... bulan lapan..lima puluh tujuh..."
*sings M'sian merdeka song* :P :P :P

2009-08-10T15:33:00.002+08:00

The Art of Forgiveness
People always say that to forgive may be divine, but no one ever said it was easy. When someone has deeply hurt you, it can be extremely difficult to let go of your grudge. But forgiveness is possible and it can be surprisingly beneficial to your physical and mental health.

From now onwards, i am going be the most forgiving person ever! P.S I am so random.

So happy belated 44th birthday toSingapore (yesterday). Celebration was so so lah. All plans gone to waste due to some unforeseen circumstances. Macam2 tol ah these people right. End up kan meet up with adik and catched midnight show G.I Joe. Very cool, and action-packed. Besides that, Channing Tatum hot lahhh sey! Somehow i find bald men; sexy. Some only okay..

Don't have much to blog about anyway. Been tweeting alot lately. Find / Follow me -->> HERE <<--

Ciao!

2009-08-04T17:16:00.006+08:00

Turning Twenty-Three.

So, the day went well.
Had dinner with the loves at Seoul Garden.
(makan until bloated; like not bloated enough already)

And so what's a birthday without a birthday cake right. Hehs.

Dad bought from Prima Deli again. We're fans of PD ah FYI! Haha! Furthermore the cake is delicious and fudgy without being too creamy.

Oh some add-ons...

Next morning received an sms from Syafy saying she didn't have a chance to wish me on my birthday. And she keeps on acting weird throughout the whole morning asking me if i'm still at work or has gone back. And the clock just showed 11+am. Where else i could be right if not at work. Two hours passed and these 2 girls came in with a cake. Aku speechless. Sempat tol kuar time lunch and simpan dlm fridge. & macam touched gitu loh. Hee. =D

Syafy, yours truly and adimah

Right there in the library jugak occupying the conference desk like nobody's business as the kids were doing their common tests. (No wonder it's sooo quiet out there!) Suke2 hati gitu buat macam rumah sendiri.
Lucky the 'no. 1' didn't pop in. hahs!
p.s : Soo true, Four Leaves's Coco Exotic stimm giler. *Fuwhoa*

And oh! Thanks love(kuzzie eka) for the MNG clutch. Love love it. No need presents or anything at all lah dear. Remembering it is good enough. It's the thought that counts! :)

Hence, i am grateful as i am blessed with beautiful and loving people around me! I'm thanking all the birthday wishes from family, relatives and the friends; be it through the mobile, facebook, e-greeting cards, blog posts, MSNs or SMSes. Appreciate it alot.
More pictures here :)

2009-07-21T11:22:00.005+08:00

Now that they have Nasi Lemak as well as the Hainanese Chicken Rice flavoured cookies at the Cookie Museum formerly known as the
Tea Room located at Esplanade Mall. [ click to read more ] ,,, i can't help it but imagine that if Willy Wonka's mouthwatering three-course dinner flavoured bubble gum do exist, i'd definitely be the first person in-line to get it! LOL.
Fantasies never hurt do they? Unless you expect too much from it, yes.

"OUT OF BOUNDS to all until further notice" sign is pasted on the glass door.
Question is: Can't u people READ for f*ck's sake?
Stop banging on the door already!
Wondering if you people ever been taught Civics and Moral Education?
A little courtesy goes a long way okay.

I have lost my blarrrdy mood already.

2009-07-19T18:58:00.009+08:00

Just something random.
I have fallen in love with Salvatore Ferragamo Incanto Charms.
Lovely!

I am currently experiencing that time of the month, my tummy hurts like hell.
And a pimple just appeared on my face. *screams*
i hate having periods, period!

Now why do i end up typing 'gogole' instead of 'google' everytime.
You try! Or maybe it was just me.

Oh, by the way please beware of the Nenek Keropok ~~lekor~~ who's said to be carrying 'someone' on her back selling her keropoks from door to door. I don't know if this story's true or not, but i no longer laze arround in the living room with the door/windows wide open. Do you?

p.s it was intended to keep this post short, and pleasant-smelling.
Get a whiff of that won't ya.

2009-07-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

With effect from today, this will be my favourite drink.

But right, after drink only i need to empty my bowel. i think kan, i have lactose intolerant ah. lol.

I am feeling so frustrated right now because i can't access Restaurant City! And it's sooo difficult to get Pumpkins! Nak beli tak mampu. Imagine they are selling a pumpkin for over 3000 coins. Kan mahal nah tu! Puas hati beli sendiri $1.00++ je kat NTUC. hehehehhe! Ok not funny.

and
Oh, ohh, ohhh!!
Have you seen New Moon's trailer yet? Awesome gitu lohh!

The visual effects of Jake transforming into a werewolf is just so cool. I am a confused girl you know, i just can't make up my mind if i'm on team Edward or Team Jacob. Fickle, i know. I mean, Jacob transformed into a wolf but Edward doesn't turn into anything at all. He is just, well himself. Still charming as ever though. I am re-reading NEW MOON book now as you can see. I'm soooo anticipating it already. Sigh. I don't care if Twilight movie sucked, i am hoping New Moon is not going to be disappointing.
Okay stop squealing already.
Chris Weitz, please do a good job. Please...

Oh, someone just popped by my room and... YAY! i just got some STICKY! Been wondering what on earth is STICKY until i got some sample of it.

Thanks to Syafy. Buat susah je. Yes, it looked like fruity tiny colourful erasers - if you were to look at it closely it's candy duhh~

Sidetrack//
Yesterday, I had a chat with my brother, yes the younger one about random things. Tak dapat ah berbual with my elder one pasal future or anything like that! And i just discovered a side of him that not many people know. He is unbelievably understanding and quite mature for a 17 year old. Rabak per, adik sendiri sekarang baru kenal character dia. He could be my counsellor since he motivates me alot. tsk* Caya sama lu ah bro!

An hour more to go. I'm munching on Peanut Butter sandwich.

2009-07-15T17:05:00.001+08:00

You wanna know something? Okay, while i was pondering over random matters this morning, i realized one thing.
- i saved almost 80% on my mobile phone expenses for not being in a relationship or in other words, having an other half.
Which is a good thing, for now at least.

And how much i realized we are not growing any younger as days goes by. I can imagine all the horror questions that'll be thrown to my face soon.

E.g #1 ...at a family function "Kau dah ade boyfriend belom?"

E.g #2 "Bila nak makan nasi minyak kau?"

Among all, this is the scariest...

"Ni anaknye dah brape orang?"
No kidding, this always occurs when visiting my dad's friends house during Hari Raya. Mentang2 lah badan ni ahem2 je lah kan. I sometimes don't understand the elderly. They taught us to 'berbual biar beralas' or in English (mind your words), but they are the ones who tend to just blurt it out without second thoughts.

*NOT RELATED ABOVE*
I miss this lady whom i met once during a course. And we just had an interesting conversation on MSN. Let's call her Miss M.

Miss M: hello, long time no see u.

Me: oh hi, where have u been?
U still working with (insertsCompanynamehere)?

Miss M: Yes, still loyal..tau. khekhekhe!

Me: Oh really, which school u handling?

Miss M: xxxx Primary. abis u?

Me: xxxx Secondary.

Miss M: Oh mampos laa kau!

Me: lol! asal pulak eh?

Miss M: aku tak sanggop jage secondary nye kids! *run away*
And so we went on catching up on each other.
On top of that, i still miss cuzzie whose brother's sent off to be a man and bestie of all time, nana. sobs*

p.s i wanna watch Transformers 2: Revenge of the fallen like since the release date, until now haven't get a chance to watch sia! Lambat kaperr aku!
K lah, mom just called, she's not cooking.
So, Hello Banquet, again -.-

2009-07-12T15:50:00.001+08:00

I have just completed watching this movie online...

And i thought it's pretty good.

I'm quite impressed with Beyonce's don't-mess-with-me attitude. Eventhough the storyline is quite predictable but the ending is unexpected. The catfight scene is the main highlight. Love love it. I don't know why, but i can feel for Sharon (Beyonce's character) [[-flashback skejap-]] who have to deal with Lisa (Ali Larter) a psychotic stalker who's after her husband and apparently, her son.

Catch a glimpse of the movie here.. (if you want to, i.e).

But seriously psychotic people should be brought to seek treatment immediately/get a life or better still die or something. Oops, did i sound too mean? Can't help it lah. O.o

Eh you know what? i got a tune stuck in my head.
'So Fine' by Sean Paul.
Listen to it. It's so addictive! It makes you wanna moooove..
(Pssttt..my bloggie will sound like a typical minah's if i were to put up this song) hehehhe! Peace.

You see, i might not understand a word he's saying but still, he's hot (i think). Ok merepek!

OMG i just realised i took 3 hours to complete this post! Yeah, the constant visits to the kitchen to get coffee etc, facebooking games, channel-hopping on TV and all. Hee.

Okay folks i guess that's the update for today.
Now, i'm off to take a shower.

Have a beautiful weekend everyone!

2009-07-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

For the first time in a few months, last night, i slept without switching on the fan. By the way right, i think it shouldn't be raining around this month as it's supposed to be Summer season, hello?
Now what am i doing? I sounded like an ungrateful ***** who's whining about the weather and all. I need a tight slap, i think.
I know i should be thankful to God for the rain and consider it as a blessing. Alhamdulillah, Amin.

I came out of the house this morning and saw this..

I saw two cats romancing under the broken umbrella. Feeling ala-ala by the beach gitu. The grey one as you can see is not as shy as the other cat, (probably a female) which ran away upon me snapping their picture. And they looked as innocent as ever. Hee.

Okay so, it's already past mignight and despite the need of waking up early next morning, i still can't sleep. So i thought of doing the survey thingy as tagged by nana :)

So here goes...

1) besides your lips, where is your fav spot to get kissed ?
-- Forehead.

2. how did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
-- Cranky.

3. who was the last person you took photo with ?
-- Have not taken any lately.

4. would you consider yourself spoilt ?
-- No.

5. would you ever donate blood ?
-- Yes, if needed to save another life.

6. have you ever had a bestfriend of the opposite sex ?
-- No.

7. do you want someone dead ?
-- No. The feeling varies from time to time actually. lol

8. what does your last message say ?
-- "Ayu, balik keje nanti belikan roti". From mom. (asek aku je kene gi kedai beli roti)

9. what are you thinking about right now ?
-- What time am i going to hit the sack.

10. do you wish someone to be with you now ?
-- I don't know.

11. what time did you go to bed last night ?
-- 11pm+. Intend to stay up for the MJ tribute memorial but fell asleep.

12. where did you buy the T shirt you are wearing now ?
-- PRSS. hahah!

13. someone on your mind now ?
-- Not anyone in particular

14. who was the last person that texted you ?
-- Mama.

15. tag 8 random person to do this survey : -(just being random aite. Some has done this quiz.)
-- None?

16. who is number 2 having relationship with ?
-- huh?

17. is number 3 a male or female ?
-- huh? again.

18. say something about number one...
-- Question number 1 got nothing to do with this. lol.

Okay i think that's about all. Nana, done your tagged thingy and aku pon da start ngantok..

*yawns

Night2 beautiful earthlings :)

2009-06-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

Tribute to Michael Jackson
(1958 - 2009)

"The 'King of Pop' had been topping music charts long before he ever pulled on that white-sequined glove, made the moonwalk a household move and sent screaming fans into a frenzy." -- (CNN)

I am not much a fan of MJ but i think his dance moves rocks plus i am sure most people are inspired by him and his music.

p.s I have to say this; i prefer him black though :)
Rest in peace MJ.

2009-06-21T15:49:00.004+08:00

I am in a 'i-want-to-eat-pasta' kinda mood so i decided to make this.
Using some balance nachos cheese dip that i have bought the other day.. voila!

My very own home made Cheesy Pasta.

Ok next!

Dad's catch of the day.

Poor lobster would soon kena eaten by me.

Nothing much to update actually. Oh i signed up Twitter just for the sake of it. I wanna master the art of babbling alone like as if i haven't done it enough already.

Oh by the way wishing ayah as well as all fathers around the world a
Happy Father's Day.

Love, your daughter <3

2009-06-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

Life is short, but there is always enough time for courtesy.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson.

This morning, i bought chicken porridge from Old Chang Kee for breakfast. And after keeping my change, i somehow forgot to zip the coins compartment of my wallet and i dropped a whole lot of coins while i was walking towards Pasir Ris Bus Interchange. Now, could i get any clumsier? Come on, it's only Tuesday! LOL. And so, amongst the 99.9% of the busy population who passed by me, i'm glad to have ONE (i repeat eh,) ONE very kind soul, (probably an angel) who actually took the trouble to pick up after my coins.
I'd like to take this opportunity to thank that person, whoever you are! The next time you dropped your coins, i'll help you return the favor okay!
Hee :D

Okay, as random as i started this, i shall wrap up as soon as i can. Promise!

1) My ulcer's getting better. Alhamdulillah..
2) I don't like using Windows Vista. grrr.
3) I read Teenage magazine (what!) which have David Archuleta face on the cover.
4) I watched Finding Nemo for the very first time on VCD.
5) I've watched Drag Me To Hell and it's not that bad. Who could forget "Mrs Ganush's" face? Very scary. Am too afraid to put her face here. It gives me nightmare. Watch it yourself if you don't believe me.

I'm feeling a little bit tired and think i'ma go to bed now because i have just realised the importance of having sufficient sleep. Night2 loves.

p.s Yay! i blogged for two days in a row this week. Let's see if i can keep this up.
Hopefully. :D

2009-06-15T19:40:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, i wanna wish this Lady who just turned 23 like a week ago, a very happy birthday.

Hope u had an enjoyable one ok babe! and pssst aku nak cpt2 tgk junior kau lah! Ok no, no pressure on you i'll just pray for the well being of you and your loved ones ok. Amin.

=Rewind=
We were sent for courses last week and another one coming next week.

In the self reflection exercise, did an analysis survey and results showed that i'm a..

Sure i make a good one. So, peace!

I got to meet a couple of new colleagues. Ok they are not really newbies, it's just that i never seen their faces before.

One of them is this kakak. She rocks. I call her Kak icee corresponding to her name. I think she's the most sporting kakak for the day. I mean who else in their late 40s addresses the other party by "babe" while conversing? Oh there's more pics taken but it's with another kakak. It took ages for me to receive it via email so forget it.

NOW
I got an ulcer in my mouth since 3 days ago. I'm telling you it hurts like hell. I can't even chew on my food properly. I was told that the ulcer is caused by my 'body heatiness' due to the weather. And that i should drink more water, avoid spicy food and stuffs like that. Oh by the way, in case you didn't know i've got a nurse living under one roof with me. That person is none other than my bro. So caring right, i know. Haahs! I was even taught how to wash your hands properly in prevention of the H1N1 virus.

Look at what Health Promotion Board has come up with something creative and slightly overdone but still emphasizing on the importance of keeping your hands clean..

(photo is courtesy from some anonymous blog)

Yiikkeeess!?? I'm not much of a hygiene freak but this makes me wanna wash my hands every half an hour! Hahs! Ok, i'ma stop exaggerating and let's just put it this way - i already got myself a "Dettol no-rinse instant hand sanitizer" handy with me all the time :D

Before i end this post, here are two random facts that i find interesting.

I read this somewhere on the internet which states that
"Research have shown that more workers (18%) call in sick on Friday than any other day of the week & Tuesdays has the lowest percent of absenteeism (11%)."
I find it absolutely true. I'd be more than glad to kick-start the week on a Tuesday! Don't everyone else? Hee.

& maybe another one.

"A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes."
whoa, that is one lucky pig, isn't it!
You bet.

I'm going to watch Hellboy now, hell yeah!

2009-06-01T23:58:00.005+08:00

Alrighty, ignoring the fact that today is Monday and i have skipped work, i am feeling rather excited. - I get to sleep on my bed again since it's aunt's turn to look after grandmama.

Ok wow in case you haven't noticed, it's June already. It's hard to believe i had endured 6 months full of ~~torments~~ (work wise). At one point, I was on the verge of giving up but i picked myself up and kept going. I don't know if i still have the patience left within me. You know people always say 'Time flies when you're having fun', but in my case that's not it.

Enough already, next please.

Look at that. Can you believe it?
I actually made breakfast. Susah datang tau ni.

At home we call this 'Telur dadar kentang'

and pancakes with maple syrup!

What a great way to start off the day with breakfast prepared by yours truly kan. Not.

Suddenly i ran out of points to blog about. But i'm going to continue anyway.

The embarrassing one.
- As you all know more Handicapped-friendly buses can be seen on SG's road nowadays. The story i'm about to tell has nothing to do with it, only that i confidently pressed a blue button(for handicapped people) to alight. It gave out a weird beeping sound instead of the normal 'ding-dong' and people were looking at me like wth. The thing is how would i know it'll sound different? I thought all bells give out the same sound. Sheesh!

- Another silly story. Thanks to dad. Here goes.
Most people staying at the 2nd floor of HDB apartments are prone to get 'visitors' from the kitchen window. The Myna birds.

They are a total nuisance as all they do is salvage through garbage bins and shit at the window grilles. Annoyed, dad took mom's kitchen slippers and threw at those birds who are busy scavenging for food at our dustbins. It obviously did not hit them as they flew off much quicker than i thought. Note: birds are very alert of their surroundings. And so one side of the slippers bounce back and the other pair went out of the window and straight into the drain. Aku jugak kene pegi amek sebelom mak aku mengamok.

As for now, i gotta catch some zzz. Besok keje dok. Ok ciao.

2009-05-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's actual plan : Head to OG shopping centre to check out..

but was disappointed when the salesgirl told me there is no more stock. Upset sia. I was even told that all 3 OG stores finished selling them within a day. Ridiculous much! pffftt!

And still we walked around hoping to stumble upon stuffs we might like or in other words - until our feet starts to ache and tummy started rumbling. Can't deny the fact that there are plenty of eateries at PS but there are hardly enough seats. I see people standing next to a person who is just starting to feast on their meal. Rabak kape. Their Kopitiam pulak macam pathetic, dua stall je yang selling Muslim food.

At last we settled for Swensens. Service was quite slow maybe due to lack of manpower. Understood ah and i don't blame them. The only thing that bugged me was the noise level coming from a bunch of JC kids next to our table was incredibly high. They were literally yelling at each other instead of the normal talking tone and laughing hysterically like nobody's business. Aren't they aware of their surroundings and the stares they get from other patronizers? I don't know if the staff could do anything about it because this is considered noise pollution!@#$%^&*
-.-

Sooo...
In case you all didn't know, mak aku kuat merayap. Like me. hehehe!
(peace k, mama, peace!)
We decided to catch this despite it's already late..

Tickets were selling fast hence we were worried of not getting it for the 11pm slot. Miraculously, despite the full house we managed to get seats at the very front row. Thinking that it wasn't going to that bad, we agreed. Upon seating, i feel like running out of the theatre or heck, i rather sit right at the back along the aisle. But no, i stayed put. Straining my neck throughout the whole of 116 minutes is no joke. The movie was so so by the way.
Moral is..
From now onwards, how much you are dying to watch certain shows, fight the urge to grab the only seats left at the front rows ok. good.

Today
Went to Cik Aishah's place. Mom said there's going to be some cukur jambul ceremony but no. It turn out to be a mini get together session with the cousins and all. Food's great! Lontong power! And most importantly i get to see her, Kak Lina's daughter -

Ririn Sherina Bte Rizam.

Cute bangetss!! hehehe! (Sori kak ina i curik gambar ur princess for my blog post) *giggles/ night2 all!

2009-05-25T16:18:00.008+08:00

It's pretty strange i have the tendency to blog on Mondays. Hee.

I am currently addicted to Restaurant City on FB. Thanks to the influence kuat from Nana. I think i'd go bonkers without popping by my restaurant even for a day to ensure business runs smoothly. If you were to ask me how i'd spent my entire day at home (if i ain't going nowhere, that is)- you got that right, in front of the computer doing stuffs. Sometimes i feel no different from a sloth. All they do is eat and sleep and they're dirty as well. Ok, maybe just not the dirty part only.

One day..
Adik : Kak, ape ni tak abis2 main game.. Tengok ah, dah la graphic merepek!
Me : diam ah..!
Adik : Apasal orang dier macam kelip2 gitu?
Me : (cover ears)......
Adik : blablablabla (keeps bugging me with his annoying/tak perlu remarks)

Few weeks later...
He is running his own restaurant with a little help from me as in the trading of ingredients section. Just ask n0kz, she'll know what i'm talking about. Hint: How to get easy $$$ that apparently doesn't work for me.. etc.

Apart from the game addiction, i came across a particular link on FB and started to love the content.
First, let me ask if you've tried the
"How much of a Minah are you?" quiz on FB?
Yes or no it doesn't matter, yang penting- she (the creator of the quiz) rocks! I assure you that her posts are entertaining and worth the read.

Read up ok girls? ---> Minahspeak

Today's post are rather short. i'm freaking tired, that is why. Night2!

2009-05-18T15:07:00.006+08:00

It's Monday .
Why can't we start off the week with Tuesday?
It would've sound better you know.

I was browsing through Blogskins.com earlier on, but not a single skin caught my attention.

I had a rather weird dream last night. I dreamt i became an X-men character (Jean) and some authorities were hunting us down because we are 'different'. What the hell was that supposed to mean? Oh well, blame the TV. They have been screening superheroes blockbusters throughout the whole of this month. Which is, good actually.
How could i have missed Monsters Inc yesterday night. Dammit i wasn't at home.

Her name's Boo. She's a two-year-old human child who (fill in the blanks). Oh i don't know who she is because i didn't watch it and i don't feel like googling it. All i know is she's so adorable!

I noticed everyone's talking about Gossip Girl. I wanna watch it too! Where shall i start sia. Kuzzie, help!

Today's agenda wasn't bad at all. Aside from ~~work~~; that is.
Run Restaurant City,
Play with Dorarocks,
Free Lunch Buffet,
Update Blogger
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Home Sweet Home

I am feeling so sleepy, even the strongest coffee in the entire universe can't keep me awake.

2009-05-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

Holla beautiful people!
I was on Wikipedia earlier on searching up mosquitos/bugs. Wait, why mozzie? i am telling you first that i am in a random mode and because some nasty mosquito bites on my legs kept me awake almost the whole night yesterday. God, i tell you they are so annoying! Sheesh!

So, in case you haven't know, LIKE seriously? Akon's birth name is
Aliaune Damala Bouga Time Puru Nacka Lu Lu Lu Badara Akon Thiam.
Ok whatever, right. i know.

And so i went on and on checking out celebrities info. Not forgetting Megan Fox, cause some friend in FB keeps mentioning how hot she is but, another fella was like commenting.. "Dude, sorry to break the news but Megan Fox was actually a man (go google it)." Read on but nothing about that is mentioned. Maybe people misunderstand her statement ~being a bisexual lah. Oh i don't know and i don't bother. Really. And oh! i learnt a new word, everyday in fact. Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia - the longest name among the fears categories ~i.e fear of number 666.

Now i can see you yawning already. Pardon me if i am a bore to you. Really. I need to stop now before i continue to irritate the hell out of you. Promise.

As for now, i wanna run away..

far
far
away
from...

this place

where i slave away from 9 - 6 / five days every week.

EVEN the happily swimming aquarium fishes, both Mr orange and blue smiley faces and the adorable winnie the pooh can't make me happy.

sigh.

You'd ask "why so emo?"

sigh, again
:S

2009-05-01T23:30:00.001+08:00

Location: My room; just finished making bed and do a little bit of tidying up here and there. And now, i'm sitting in front of the computer all sweaty and uncomfortable but i don't care. I just feel like blogging this very second! I didn't realise that vacuuming can be such a workout, until now. It's not that i have not been helping with any housework before, you silly. Uh nevermind you know what i mean- What's up with the weather? Ok stupid question. This is what they call global warming. The weather's harsh and unpredictable nowadays. Two days ago, there was lightning plus thunder and followed by heavy showers. And today is just like any ordinary day- warm and humid.

(I'm not done yet)

Last week, my parents had two sleepless nights as their aircon refused to function. At least they get to experience what it's like to sleep without aircon. One night, i was golek-golek-ing in bed and whining because the humidity level was getting very ridiculous (like asy wrote on her facebook wall) and making me feel really uncomfortable. My bro also cabot from my room. Takde org nak layan aku sey. Upset sia. And so, i jump out from bed and headed for the shower at 12.37am. Syiook sey.

(OK let's talk about something random)

My brother brought home these Charcoal tablets the other day. It was his friend's. I was wondering if we really could eat charcoal. The answer is yes, it's used for curing food poisoning / diarrohea or something like that. Weird. Kalau aku lah, tak tertelan bende ala tu.

So, what happens when you have problem sleeping at night? You either stare at each other blankly or you'd do the following..

p.s Aku sayang adik aku because he's the only one that can entertain me play all sorts of board/card games.

GAME of LIFE rocks!

oh that's me, my career as an entertainer and a salary of $40,000 per month and lived in a Victorian house.

and the blue car is mine, with my husband in the front seat and do you see the four people at the backseat? They are my kids. I made two twins along the way; just nice. hee! OMG! i feel like a psycho talking about the people who aren't real. Why do i even bother telling you?

2009-04-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

TODAY,

I am going to do something that i have been wanting to, which i keep forgetting from last week..

i.e Trim my fingernails, as well as my toenails.

2009-04-16T23:30:00.013+08:00

Backdated // like a week ago...

My family and i were off for a short getaway (two days one night trip) on a Good Friday hols.

Lead by Hamidah's Travel tour guide along with the local comedian Hussein Saaban and Yusof Bai - the men who'd never fail to crack jokes and no matter how lame it is, people would still laugh just by looking at their facial expressions.

As soon as we reached their ferry terminal, we were directed to board a super mini bus that will take us around their city.

The seahorses.

i haven't seen one in real life before so i was jakun abit uh. I asked mom, why would someone wanna eat seahorse and she said it has aphrodisiac qualities. Especially for the men- because horses are seen as a strong animal (i think). So, you know what i mean ok? Ermm, speaking of horses, i remembered where hussein and yusof hopped on our bus for an entertainment cum bonding session. They came up with a few riddles.

"Apa binatang yang ade 4 kaki, tapi 2 bila berenang and 2 bila berjoget?"
Ans : "Kuda".
Wanna know why? Kuda ada 4 kaki / Kuda laut ada 2 kaki (ye ke?) / Kuda kepang joget pakai 2 kaki. (What in the hell..) nice try though.

"Dalam banyak2 kotak, kotak ape yang tak boleh dialihkan?"
Ans : "Kotak penalty". (huh)?

"Dalam banyak2 lembu, lembu ape yang susah nak cari?" (that time aku mcm pernah dgr ni punye tapi lupe plak answer dier) wasted uhs.
Ans : "Lembu hilang". (huh)?? again. After that dorang nyanyi pulakk.. Kene teka lagu pulak. Adik aku kene panggil 'Man Toya' sebab setoya-toya dier, dapat teka lagu Awie.

After a long day, we finally reached our resort.

Once we checked in, i dashed to the bathroom first before anyone else because cannot tahan the lengit-ness already.

Ayah, main langgar jugak. No rules punye orang.
And so, time flies and we get dressed for dinner. Played silly games but enjoyed it very much.

After dinner, it was free and easy. We took their pics and let mom and dad have their alone time walking by the beach ala-ala honeymoon gitu. *winks!

And the brothers and i went back to our room to chill. While the elder bro dah knockout dulu, we drowned ourselves with coffee while shoving junk foods down our throats.

As a result, we suffered from insomnia. And so we played cards to pass time.

Poker lagi? i know kan.. lol

Woke up next morning and joined the others for the buffet breakfast.

Went for a walk at the beach afterwards. Pretty, pretty sight.

(i'm sorry. i think i have posted almost half of the entire album here on blogger because i'm unable to upload it to
Multiply, dang.)
I have it on facebook though. =D

I think that's about all. I don't want to mention about the going home agenda because it sucks. Firstly, if it's possible, i don't want the holiday to end. Secondly, the ferry was half an hour late and we were all like dying in the 'airconditioned' ferry terminal. *so warm, sticky, stuffy and all*. pffft!

Finally, another update. Thanks for your time again, to read my rather long post. And Yes, i agree with kecique, that it's best to jot down memories of your travel experience because you might forget the best/worst part of it and i think that when you re-read it again like after a few months, it might make your day.

Ok now, before you ask me to "stop babbling already..!" i'll call it a day.
Night2 earthlings! ;D

p.s i WANT to go on a HOLIDAY againnn!
p.s Loving the Careless Whisper cover song by Seether! Rock on!
(macam paham)

2009-04-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

I have lots of updates actually. And i just do not know where to start.
Well maybe i'll try.

First things first. I've attended my company's annual dinner and dance event at Meritus Mandarin Hotel yesterday with a few of my 'kaki-s' that's left. Most of the best ones either can't make it or had left us for good. Better opportunity equals cabottt! Damn i miss them! Theme was Mystery Masquerade and the emcee delivered a great job. I liike! Masks were provided but i didnt get a chance to put it on because i was late and had no time to fix the strings and decorate and all. Hee. Managed to bring home a 78th prize-- a cordless kettle. Although i was hoping to win the first prize (a LG 42 inches plasma tv).
-.- BUT still, i am grateful; better than going home empty handed. :D

sidetrack// I am craving for durians eversince the sweet smell of that fruit penetrated my workroom through the air vents the other day. Some people were having a durian party next door without inviting me.
ah nevermind, like i care. No way i'm gonna get my breath all stinky throughout the day.

You wanna know something? I am starting to love 98.7FM radio station again. It's been quite a while since i stopped listening to it since the Muttons (Justin & Vernon) stopped hosting the morning show. God, how i missed listening to their silly jokes and all. But I find myself tuning in to 'AM Mayhem' every morning with the awesome trios. They are not bad afterall. Their weekly giveaways were always interesting. Last week, they are giving away some bags worth 60 over bucks just by participating in the game "Who's Telling the Truth". I thought i'd give it a go and amazingly i got through the line after 3 attempts.

- 1st question : The Eiffel Tower was inaugarated in 1889.
- 2nd question : An apple is 50% water.
- 3rd question : The F1 race consists of 89 laps.

i was considering between 1 and 2 when i realised i was running out if time. So i picked the second one randomly. I was wrong because apple is 75% water. How would i know about Eiffel Tower as i don't even have time to Google it. hahs. It's a great experience though to get to speak to them and then to listen to your voice on air afterwards. -.- seow. Seriously have you ever heard your own voice talking to someone? I don't know i sounded like what i heard in the radio. I sounded like mom. OMG, right? LOL. No wonder dad always mistaken me as mom whenever i pick up his call and he would go like "Sayang, you nak i beli thosai dekat--" and before he could continue i would cut him off and say "Ayah, ni bukan ayang, ni Ayu lerrs.." It's in the genes, ok we have the similar voicebox. (ni info tak perlu, i know)

Up next.

OH, i catched this Japanese movie with my bro the other day and it was GOOOOOD. Quoted from reviews --"Even if you don't like the music, you will love the movie." Which is so absolutely true. Try watching a snippet of the trailer below and consider? ok. (psst i even watched it again on mysoju.com) hehehe! You'll love it. Trust me.

That's all for now, i think. Thanks for your time! So nice of you to drop by to read my rather long post. p.s i'm in love with that song playing. Yes, because of Pearl Harbor. I'm in a sentimental mode luhs. Blame the tv. Night2 loves..

2009-03-22T22:38:00.008+08:00

First of all, let me introduce to you. Ahem.

Meet Dorarocks, my virtual pet :) isn't she adorable? awww.. Do you feel like slapping me? Nyeeehehehhe!

OKAY, i had a rather weird dream last night. I dreamt my grandma gave birth and i became her gynae. i need a book on Dream Interpretation this very second.

Few hours ago..
I was hungry. And hungry people can be dumb as hell. And this is my dumbest conversation ever made.

Operator: Hello! "arnold's fried chicken". ("insertsnamehere") speaking. How can i help you?

Me: Oh, hi i would like to order chicken.

Mom and bro: (frowning as they looked at me) and after that.. LOL.

Me: *smacks forehad* Diam ah ! (i know ah kan what else do they have there?)

Operator: Do you want the whole or the half spring chicken?

Me: (giggling as i talked) Whole spring chicken please. Two sets, plus six buns.

Operator: Okay may i have your address please?

Me: (cough while trying to stop laughing) Blk ___, _____ st _, unit no. is # .. (LOL again)

Operator: (in a serious tone) Sorry maam, your unit no. please!

Me: Oh, sorry. jap eh. ok. #__-___.

Sorry ah sey to that guy eh.

After 2 hours of waiting, i happened to check my mobile when i suddenly realised i've received five missed calls. I returned the call and a guy answered saying that he wanted to confirm my address because the address he went to did not make any order. That operator guy who took my order must have heard me wrong. But hey it wasn't my fault because he failed to repeat it to me! err ok, i think partly it's my fault too because i might not have mention it clearly. hehe.

Next up

My first online purchase :) Now i understand why people loveee online shopping. Safe all the hassle of walking about and all looking for something and sometimes ended up buying nothing.

Saturday 21 March 09
with Faidza my closest buddy among all the other ITE mates. And i mean real close. We sat next to each other in class from when we were total stranger until we graduate. Our index numbers are side by side (23 & 24). And so are our birthdays (29th and 30th). Need i mention the month? Ok, not required. So yeah, back to my story we went to Ijah - the ex classmate's wedding together. Did not meet the rest as they will most probably arriving later - means no pictures too. But i bet the bride would look stunning! Since we have a lot of time left to spare we went to catch a movie. We watched this.

and save the later part for some catching up. Awesome movie by the way. p.s perhaps walking around the mall with the baju melayu and very high heels is not a good idea because people tend to stare. what the hell. i just pretend that it's Friday anyway. And oh Twilight's DVDs are out and can be seen almost everywhere. So are the third book of the Twilight Saga - Eclipse (bersepah ok!) which once upon a time the whole SG claimed that it was out of stock -.-

Work tomorrow. No more facebook during the day. No more slacking. I think.

2009-03-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what? Today, it's going to be about me. Again.
You really have no idea how i spent my entire day at work! As soon as i finished some pending work, and fickled on whether should i buy the Enormously Yours's bags spree on fashion-ist, i was on Facebook with Dorarocks and poker-ing the whole day. God, i felt so guilty. I wasn't in the mood for work yet. How?

So, out of boredom i tried taking the what does your birthday say about you? Quiz and i'm going to publish it here since i am so free. If i have comments, it'll be in brackets and there'll be this -> (-.-) <- thing next to it if i feel neutral about it.

Here goes..

Fun to be with (-.-)
Secretive (very true)
Difficult to fathom and to be understood (partially true)
Quiet unless excited or tensed (very true)
Takes pride in oneself (true)
Has reputation (-.-)
Easily consoled (erm, not really)
Honest (-.-)
Concerned about people's feelings (always)
Tactful (-.-)
Friendly (-.-)
Approachable (-.-)
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable (not when i'm really pissed)
Moody and easily hurt (NO)
Witty and sparkly (-.-)
Not revengeful (Haha!)
Forgiving but never forgets (still considering)
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things (True)
Guides others physically and mentally (-.-)
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully (True)
Caring and loving (-.-)
Treats others equally (True)
Strong sense of sympathy (True-ness)
Wary and sharp (-.-).
Judges people through observations (depends)
Hardworking (-.-)
No difficulties in studying (-.-)

And now, i am missing someone. I miss my irritating brother. He's off to his class chalet for 3 days. There'll be no one for me to disturb and vice versa. I can't bully him into taking out trash and wipe the tabletops. I miss the booming of the amplifier while he plucked his guitar where we'll occassionally sing along to it, not bothering how out of tune it is. I'll miss playing Need for Speed on PS3 with him where i'll receive comments like "Kak, you suck at driving.." When i'm reading, he'll just barged into my room and begged me to stop being a bookworm and play taiti with him instead. And now i might have to sleep alone. Otherwise he'll accompany me to sleep in the livingroom while i allowed my grandmama to have my whole bed to herself. Ok no, there's no way i'm going to sleep alone after watching 'Coming Soon'. sigh. most probably i'll be sleeping with my parents :)

“We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails.”
~ Dolly Parton

2009-03-15T15:39:00.009+08:00

Go watch it if you haven't already!

I stumbled upon this movie review on kuzzie's space mentioning that she almost peed in her jeans watching this horror flick. Out of curiosity bro and i planned to catch it.
We had a hard time deciding between Slumdog Millionaire and Coming Soon. We were still contemplating while in the middle of the queue. Although our initial plan was to catch Slumdog Millionaire, at 11.35pm, we settled for Coming Soon which starts earlier at 11.15pm instead.

This cheesy pasta stimmm ah taw. Syiokkk!

Ok back to my story.
We got the seats right at the back which is not back to back with the wall. As a result, i can't refrain from creating wild imaginations like there might be someone standing at the back etc and as quickly as the thought came up to mind, i snap out of it. The best part of the movie must be the theatre scene where the 'ghost' appeared when you least expect it, right next to the person's seat impersonating his friend! Man, they caught me off guard during that scene. Eh you know what? I can go on and on and on talking about how scary this shit is. So why not you people check it out yourself okay? p.s Don't worry, no one is behind you waiting to gouge your eyes out just because you watched it.

Ermm, what else.. Oh! i think i am addicted to Facebook. Besides playing and feeding Dorarocks, (yes she rocks) i spent most of my time playing Poker online with people all over the world. I love betting with this boy none other than my bro.

Well, cheating each other's money is what we do best. You see, it isn't real money so we don't make a big fuss out of it and i don't think others should too :)
Oh! Gotta shower now. Tata peepos~

2009-03-14T15:42:00.002+08:00

1) I thought i saw a walking 'Gatsby' advertisement this morning.
Something like this. Cool ey?

2) What happens when 13, thirteen year old were told to continue this story?
"There is a yellow square house on top of a hill..."

You are about to find out.

A grim reaper went to find them because they did something bad.
(The last sentence above cannot be seen)

I tell you they were so into politics that i have to blurred out the names used before posting it.

3) Today i attempted to make Chicken Chop. Feeling2 western gitu. And Alhamdullilah, success, success, sungguh puas hati, puas hati...
(short pause) Yahoo!
LOL

We ran out of broccoli so we boiled cauliflowers which tasted blearghh! and some carrots.
With mom's help we managed to pull it off like a pro. (Like real)
Oh by the way the sauce is from McCormick's instant muchroom gravy mix. Simple yet delicious bebeh!

4) Now, i wanna go feed my pet. Yes i have a pet. Not a real pet, silly! It's a virtual pet on facebook which i named it dorarocks.

p.s i have decided to blog in bullets form because i'm feeling random. & because the smell of kaya toast coming from the kitchen is calling me to hurry up with this post and go grab some!

2009-03-04T13:24:00.002+08:00

This morning, while i was on the bus, i planned to blog about something.
....
.......
..........
..............

But eventually i forgot what was it about. I swear i had it in mind throughout the journey to work. This is annoying!
Don't you hate it when it happens?

One more thing.

I am not really a coffee person. But this morning i bought a MacDonald's breakfast meal and asked for coffee.

What is wrong with me?

p.s this post is intentionally to be colourful to brighten up my gloomy day

2009-03-03T22:57:00.001+08:00

Just a little something to ponder over...
Does things always have to be this way?
Sometimes i myself don't understand us, women.
But then, that makes us... special.
:)

See what i mean?

2009-03-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

Here comes the rain again.

Photo is irrelevant but i like it. Especially the part where the dark clouds are forming. Cool.
Oh, in case you haven't noticed. It's been raining almost everyday during the late evening. I might be one of the minorities that love rain. I enjoy listening to the sound of the raindrops hitting the ground. Wait, why am i blogging about rain? =.='

Next

So, last Saturday, mom and i accompanied my bro to ICA to extend his passport expiry date. Initial plan was to be there by 11am because ICA closes at 1pm on Saturdays. But since i slept at 3am the night before, i have difficulty waking up the next morning. Due to mom's yelling, i woke up at 11am. And shower hurriedly. And i realised that we won't make it on time because the issuing of the last queue ticket will be at 12.30pm. At last we decided to take a cab there. The cab waiting is really holding us back. Being desperate, we resort to the not-so-nice game of cutting other people's queue. (Sorry eh to that auntie. She must have hurled a bucket full of vulgarities at us)

Later, in the cab...
Mom: Wah, mister.. So difficult to get taxi ah today!
Cab driver: Yah lor, everyone rich mah today.. GST money come out oready. All take taxi go shopping.
All: hahahahahahaha. LOL

Few minutes later...
We reached our destination just in time before they close the ticket counter. Phew! Our queue number was 7094 and all screens were flashing 3012, 4602, 5023 etc. And i thought this may take a while..but no, 7094 is being called shortly after :) Phew! again.

Afterwards merayap to Compass Point intend to dine at Sakura but ended up at Banquet instead. Boringgg.

Along the way, a G2000 sale caught my bro's eyes. We spent a good 1 hour and a half finding a shirt for him! My feet ached, my stomach growled and my head spinned. pffft! But thanks to that ang-moh standing back there in the pic for me to cuci mata. ok wait, omg i feel like a psycho for capturing him in this pic. But i swear he ended up in this pic by accident :P Mom was pestering me to accompany her to Metro to find a wok as a neighbor's house-warming gift. As mom was busy making the selections, i disappeared to the toys department with my bro. Yes, kita tak boleh harap. I remembered mom once told us that we should engage in more family bonding activities at home. So, i got these game sets to boost our bonding.

I love Guess Who the most. It's fun!

I'm embarrassed to tell you that mom beat me to the Secret Code game a.k.a Mastermind. Seriously. She's got the potential to become hacker ah. Don't play play!

Okay enough of updates! i'm going to hit the sack right away.. Night2!
Toodles ~~

2009-02-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Have you heard of 'the best job in the world' which pays you 150,000 Australian dollars (about 100,000 US dollars) for six months and includes free airfares to and fro your home country. Job description: to laze around at the white sands and clear waters of Hamilton Island, soak up the sun and have fun. Criteria: Must be over 18 years of age. Jom ah, jom ah kite apply!!!!!!! Not.

Hamilton Island

So, last weekend my neighbor came over to invite us to their upcoming Kenduri at their new house. Why do all nice neighbors have to move? Why don't my other neighbor (the one with 1564988 pet cats shitting at my corridor) move to somewhere else instead? sigh. Oh! in the picture below, playing with my tweety pillow-cum-storybook is my neighbor's daughter. Too engrossed playing to notice her pic being taken. Awww.. so adorable!
Remember the Famous Amos cravings i've mentioned in my previous post, have finally subsides. Because i went through all the hassle just to get it. And the best part i my bro gobble up most of it alone. Greedy or what! I guess that explains the 7 pieces of cookies left in the photo below.

So, that Sunday, after the guests left, i begged my bro to accompany me to TM to get something for the '16-year-old who doesn't quite like girlish stuffs'. I refused to go there alone because i'm afraid i might look like an idiot. LOL! Went to Precious Thots and got a frame with alphabet blocks representing her name on it. Afterwhich, i got some Cadbury's Fudge Brownie bar to go along with the present.

Earlier, TODAY
I ran out during lunch hour to grab a cake for this girl because her peeps begged me to because they'll only finish school at 4pm. And glad the cake's not disappointing and most importantly she loved the surprise. This girl i tell you, can be so irritating yet nice to know. I'm going to miss her (& the rest, of course) when they graduate this year *sobs.

Anyway. Never too late to wish FiFi, a Happy 23rd Birthday :)

Sweet dreams, earthlings!

2009-02-21T19:22:00.002+08:00

Mom is still unwell, so i was asked to cook. Yes, again. This time, i managed to assure my bro that i cooked something edible. That is .. Spaghetti with mushroom and herbs sauce. Added on some sausages and voila! Hint~ Sauce's source is from the bottled Dolmio. Superb okay!

My current read. Nowadays, i can be seen reading during my leisure time. Otherwise i'd be glued infront of the computer, facebook-ing, friendster-ing, MSN-ing, gaming or simply blogging :)

*NOT RELATED ABOVE*
(a) Last night, i received a wedding invitation from an ITE mate. Congratulations eh, Ijah. How time flies... It feels like we just turned 18 yesterday and suddenly today we're 23 plus she's getting hitched :)

(b) What do i get for a 16 yr-old girl who doesn't quite like girlish stuffs. To be honest, i suck at choosing birthday presents. -.-'

(c) NOW, why can't my neighbor's pet cat stop shitting at my corridor. That cat tak serik-serik eh kene sebat with my dad the other day. Doesn't your owner teach you any manners or even potty train you at all? pfft!

p.s i'm craving for Famous Amos's Butterscotch Chip Pecan Cookies right now!

2009-02-19T23:33:00.007+08:00

*Received a letter dated below.*

3 February 2009

Dear NLB Library Member,

1. Thank you for using our library services.
2. i-skipped-this-part-
3. i-skipped-this-part-too-
4. Library Fines and Fees in your Account
As of 15 January 2009, you have a total unpaid sum of $1.65 in your account. We request you to settle these immediately so that your borrowing privileges will not be disrupted on 1 April 2009.

Item No. : B063283**D
Item Details : Anak dara menteri 2
Payment description : Fine
Date incurred : 10-10-2004
Amount : $ 1.65

Gah. 2004 was like 5 years ago. I may have overlooked this matter and forgotten all about it. What's important now is, i do not wish to receive this letter again. Someone please remind me to clear my fines of a dollar and cents sixty-five only. But do i even read Anak dara menteri 2's novel in the first place?

(after the two seconds flashback)

Yes, that would be me. LOL.
Night2, loves.

p.s i'm sorry if by reading this post makes two minutes of your life meaningless.

2009-02-13T17:21:00.002+08:00

BLISTERS : n. We all get them ~~from time to time~~ all the time! It is a nasty little bump on your skin that is tender to the touch and may or may not contain a fluid.

I love but hate putting on new shoes.
Blisters are forming all over my feet!
Biting it beforehand isn't helping. Instead, it bites you back.
Now i feel like going home with my squeaky slippers. -.-'

Current
omg look at the date. Friday the 13th. ok whatever, i know.
I have just completed a library orientation for the secondary ones. It was nice to have adorable kids around you sometimes. They make my work less of a burden just by making their appearance. Even if they are getting on my nerves, i still love them. A while ago, a kid (let's name him, 'D') actually came up to asking me for a password in order to log in to a computer.

The rather irritating conversation.
D: Miss Hidayu, may i know the password to log into the comp?
Me: password.
D: huh(?) what is the password please?
Me: The password is, p-a-s-s-w-o-r-d.
D: Oh why the password, is password one ah? ok thanks! (& walks away)
He must have thought that i was so dumb that i kept parrot-ing his question. *tsk.

RANDOM : Of course you already know Chris Brown assaulted Rihanna. She got bloody, beaten and bitten man. What in the hell..

You know what? Thank goodness Valentines Day falls on Saturday, instead of a weekday. No, not that i'm celebrating it. Otherwise, i'd be seeing girls/women from all over the universe carrying a bouquet of flowers or some oversized bears that they pretend to "awwwed" at upon receiving. NOTE: i ain't jealous you know, but yeah. The sight distracts me much.

Before i end this post, shall...
All my single ladies throw your hands in the air
All my single ladies throw your hands in the air
Do it, do it, do it... Do it, do it, do it like that
(sings song by Beyonce)

ciao.

2009-02-08T23:07:00.006+08:00

// EDITED on Monday, 9 Feb 2009 @ 5:38 PM
I'm glad i recovered from my so-called diarrohea. Alhamdulillah.
Work has been hectic. And i mean it. I haven't had my lunch at all
and i haven't peed. My feet's aching, crying for mercy.
Been standing all day. Half an hour left to home sweet home. Monday blues are killing me. I've got a feeling i'm going to turn in early today. Just maybe....

I think i'm suffering from diarrohea. I've lost count on how many toilet visits i have had already. Naik melecet siakk. I can't even remember what i have eaten earlier today due to my absent-mindedness. But i know it's definitely not a combination of Prata and Soya Bean (like i have experienced before) as i have not been having prata for weeks. Grr. Poor me.
Mom suggested me to take panadol? (Not helping, mom!) and i should stop consuming dairy products for the time being; which means no milk before bedtime and no cheese for breakfast tomorrow.
Dad told me to just hit the sack. Caring or what!?

Don't feel like going to work tomorrow, but i can't afford to be on MC tomorrow. Something important is going to take place tomorrow and i just have to be there! Dammit. Someone HELP me!
I really think i have to do something about it. I think i'll go with the panadol or maybe experiment with some axe brand oil on my tummy.
And now, if you could please excuse me - i need to visit the loo again.
toodlyloo~

2009-02-07T19:38:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i wish i am a bird and could fly anywhere i want to. Away from here. Everyday of the year. Without having to worry about tomorrow or the future. It's main objective in life is to survive. Apparently, i am still alive but barely breathing.. To be honest, i do not know what's actually bothering me.

OK. We shall leave the emotional part alone.
Speaking of birds, i think i have developed a phobia towards birds. I don't know if there's even a term for it, like they do for those people with a fear of enclosed spaces (claustrophobic)? So it happened back in 2004 during the ITE days. A few of my friends and i were walking towards the school one day when all of a sudden a murder of crows started attacking/chasing us from behind. And so we ran like there's no tomorrow. Lesson learnt: Tie up your bloody hair! because crows are attracted to people with long hair(?) Whoever came up with that theory is none other than my Bookkeeping teacher; Mrs A. We heed her advice and that black evil looking bird stopped traumatizing us. Ridiculous much? Wait till you get attacked by those creatures. lol.

NOTE: Photo has nothing to do with the post above.
p.s I wish to ride the DHL hot air balloon one day. But sadly i heard they've stopped operating already(?) *tsk

2009-02-01T19:34:00.003+08:00

This post will mostly cover about me. So, yeah you can leave now if you want.

Yesterday, mom plucked two strands of gray hair from my head. Thanks eh mom. I nearly swear at her because i was in the middle of a beautiful dream. DAMN. Gosh, i am just twenty-two going on twenty-three and gray hair doesn't prove you're aging does it? Right- like i don't know we are all growing old each day but what scares me is that i tend to be forgetful too nowadays. I forget things like keys in my hand, forgetting who to call when i finally get to use to phone etc. Man! i really gotta go do more crossword puzzles! (because research shows that it could help by stimulating that part of the brain.)

Weekends went well. Spent my time reading Sophie Kinsella's. She never fail to make readers giggle, grin, chuckle and burst into laughter. And no i did not read the whole day like a no-life person. Of course i make myself useful; helped mom in the kitchen and prepared grandma's meal, vaccuuming, dusting, spring-cleaned and basically learnt how to play Poker(?) I was rated 'King of Poker' in a game challenge on the internet. Yes, because i played EASY mode. You can laugh now. tsk*.

So grandma's off to aunt's place early today, which means i can have the whole bed to myself again. Woah! You have no idea how much your back hurts, sleeping on the floor only supported by a pathetic thin piece of mattress everyday.

Random note- 1: i have actually figured out how the magic colouring book trick works. With a wave of the magic wand and an a-bra-ca-da-bra, could make empty pages turned into pages full with drawings and colouring. I feel stupid.
Random note- 2: I somehow find Johnny Depp mesmerizing. I don't know if there's something wrong with me or who knows what. Just look at that. Never mind the moustache, just look at his eyes; they are so mysterious. *melts*

Do you know that it it 6.45 pm and i haven't showered. I feel like a pig. God, no i take that back!

Mom : Hoi anak dara lom mandi lagi kau?
Me : err, agak-agak da ke belom eh?
Mom : Ape nak jadik! Anak dara ape kau ni; KOMPROH !
Me : Jap lagi orang mandi ah k.
Mom : KOPET !
Me : (?) hey i did washed my face and brushed my teeth already ok.
Mom : KOPET !
Me : ............

I act as if like she has just spoken in a foreign language. You tell me who in the world uses the workd KOMPROH and KOPET anyway! But soon, i promise to work on a reason to shower at 7 am every morning. Gah.

p.s I hereby declare that this is the longest post i've ever blogged. Have a lovely evening everyone.

2009-01-27T18:54:00.004+08:00

Random.
I got The Veronicas stuck in my head. Their songs are wicked!
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Tomorrow's another working day. I am in a desperate need of self-motivation!
Look on the bright side : No Monday blues. Yay!
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Hmmph. I'm experiencing that time of the month. I'm telling you one thing, i hate menstrual cramps. Don't you? I can't do anything at all except whine. I need to distract myself in order to make the pain go away. So i watched The Notebook movie for the first time, on the internet.

Honestly i have no intention to watch this ever. I've heard about the book too. But a couple of friends recommended me to watch it, so I thought I'd give it a chance. And you know what? i loved it. It's a tearjerker- in a good way. ;D

p.s My tummy felt better afterwards. Now i realised my room smelt like old people, there's a mixture of various ointments, like: minyak kapak and minyak gamat !
Fact is - i've forgotten that grandma's staying at my place this month and we share a room. Duh (!)

2009-01-26T16:26:00.010+08:00

Have you ever received any nasty remarks; just because you asked someone for your money back? I did. And i swear this is going to be the last time i'm gonna lend money to that moron. eat shit, u asshole.

Below, is unrelated to the above subject.
Caution: Do not watch ->THIS VIDEO<- unless you don't mind wasting 2 minutes and 46 seconds of your life, watching this.

*Pukes*

and oh! I've heard about this in the news yesterday, about the occurence of
Solar Eclipse today, around don't know what time.

Gong Xi Fa Cai to all who celebrates CNY. Kay.

2009-01-25T19:11:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, i do not like to engage in a conversation with my mom. Once, i was telling her about some people in Phillipines who ate bats, but before that, they have to burn it alive before cooking it. i tell you, i could hear that poor creature screaming for mercy. Ok but still, no response from mom neither does she show any emotion. See! It's not that i have problems communicating with her, but sometimes, she may be looking at you but she wasn't listening. Out of curiosity, i asked her whether she was listening or not. She told me 'NO'. Well, i guess her mind was wandering elsewhere. Prolly, she got lots of things going on in her head; like the laundry is not done yet, what to cook for tomorrow, what to wear for insertsnamehere's daughter wedding next Sun and so on and so forth. sigh. mom..mom!

So yeah, I had an awesome meet-up with with the kuzzies last Friday. We catched Love Matters @ GV. It was so hilarious that my jaw hurts from all the laughing. Afterwards, we proceed to Ramen Ten for dinner. Did not snap any pics, because it seems like we are the belen-belen people there since they are about to close soon. So, don't bother.
I perspired a lot while eating my Spicy Salmon Ramen which burnt my tongue (not literally). but duhh! it's 'SPICY'. aku tak tahan pedas, but i don't know why i ended up choosing it. My bad ah, i did not study the menu carefully.

CNY. i guess i'll be sleeping a lot for the next two days. ok no, maybe all the plans made for the next 2 days, will stop me from sleeping all day. well even if the plans screwed up, i can be seen sitting on my bed, infront of the TV or the PC, watching movies while munching on these...

de-li-ci-ous instant popcorns! just pop into the microwave and voila! (God, i better stop eating junks already.) Hehs. Happy holidays okay y'all. Tata!

2009-01-23T12:47:00.010+08:00

Today, i'm gonna blog throughout my lunch hour because i don't feel like having lunch. The canteen is closed due to the camping trips. Heck, i'd rather not eat than having to buy lunch from outside. In case you haven't noticed, it's bloody hot out there. Sigh.

I'm gonna post some overdue photos along with this entry.
It wasn't anyone's birthday, neither it was any occassion. Still, dad brought us to dinner at Newton.

I guess that's for forgetting about the marriage anniversary with mom, few months back. Tapi kan, if not for the pestering from us, dad would continue with his weekends-must-go hobby; Fishing.
Okay takpe, kita zero-zero now. Only capture these images because kan, we are not having anything special anyway. The only shocking part was that the Kailan's medium serving was rather huge than expected.

So after that, dad ordered my brother to take us to Marina Barrage just to ~~berdua-duaan macam dating~~ jalan-jalan and kill time. Hahs!

The view's beautiful. Very breezey. & really, a hotspot for most youngsters and couples. ;D

-THE END-

p.s Long weekends ahead. Yay!
toodles peepos.

2009-01-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i don't understand how people could really be merry at the expense of others. (totally irrelevant to what i am about to post below)

oh crap. i gotta admit something. i'm cranky nowadays.
I get irritated easily. And sometimes even minor things could tick me off.
At one point i almost hurl vulgarities at some kiddos just because the printer refused to cooperate or the PC's acting up. And and and at the same time, i have to handle everything all by myself. See, i got stressed up for all the wrong reasons. =.= Sigh. Oh well, ranting makes me feel good!
"i feel good..i knew that i would now.." (sings that song by James Brown)

Work has relaxed a bit. For now.
The kids will embark on a 3 days 2 night camping adventure. Yeeehawwwww! That explains this blog entry and a change of blogskin isn't it? Normal curriculum days, doesn't allow me to blog frequently.

Talking about camps, it reminds me of the Sec 3 camp we all attended at
Jalan B. Adventure Centre; few years back. i bet everyone remembered that incident where one of our schoolmates got possessed. She went berserk after playing with her torchlight and saw something she's not supposed to see. It was scary to watch her in a hysterical state like that! The best part is; it occured right before we went for the "Night walk" exercise. =O
Random:
Other than that, Flying Fox's the bestest thing i'd ever tried. =)

&&&&&&& it's almost six! will be leaving in a bit.
Toodles!

2009-01-15T13:59:00.001+08:00

It's n0kz birthday. Happy 23rd to her. i bet she's enjoying her getaway from work. Sounds like a perfect birthday idea kan. Away from work/home/annoying people etcetera. How time flies.. People my batch will be turning 23 soon. TEN years down the road, have u ever thought of how old you'll be by then? i don't want to imagine just yet. haha.

on a totally different topic, i've just realised one thing.
i got a habit of giving the salam or in english, greetings everytime i enter my workplace (the lib). it may seem normal to you, but not for me because i work alone here. in this isolated "tower". the best part is- the greeting's for nobody. I've heard rumours about unexpected visitors here. but i chose not to pay much attention to the office makciks because i don't want to scare the wits out of myself. I'm not trying to say that i don't believe in such things. I absolutely DO believe in their existence but i don't intend to experience it. Yet i hope they would leave me alone as long as i do not disturb them because i'm here to do my work only. and you know what. it's kinda like giving me the creeps just by blogging about it; i'd rather not elaborate further. *shudders*

2009-01-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

I thought i just would like to share this piece of information.
Maybe some of you've heard of it but some may have not.

Karaoke for free here -->> KARAOKE PARTY

Its the bestest thing in the whole wide world.
This is where you can sing your lungs out. Cool songs and all.
Best part is - its free and you don't even have to go
K-Box / Partyworld KTV etc anymore.
Enjoy kays.

p.s: am currently reading Fatal Seductions and it's freaking annoying.
nvm at least i've had an awesome saturday! hope yours is too :)

2009-01-05T17:42:00.003+08:00

School re-Opens today. *yawns*

You wanna know something?
i've got some tunes stuck in my head.
that i kept humming them every now and then.
some random catchy songs by Katy Perry and Alesha Dixon.
but still, nobody could beat Beyonce's strong vocals.
listen to the song playing in the background~
it have got nice lyrics, and i even love belting out
the chorus along with Beyonce!
(only when no one is looking of course.)
"if i were a boy even just for a day.."
hehehe.
it's not that i'm not Grateful being a girl,
you moron! it's just a song for goodness sake!

ok next. i find this alarming.
Mom had caught my younger brother, smoking.
Dengan selambanyer, he told me about it right after that.
here's what it sounds like.

Bro: kak, mama dah tahu aku hisap rokok.
Me: serious(?) abis ape jadik?
Bro: mama bebel je, belom ade hasil lagi da pandai2.
then dia bilang ayah ah sial.
Me: then ayah maki kau?
Bro: tak ah dia tak marah, cuma nasihat je.
Me: oh..(confused) ye ke?
Bro: ayah takleh marah pe, dia pon hisap rokok jugak.
Me: betol jugak kau ckp. kau ade point kat situ.

it's no big deal lah. parents can't stop their children
from doing so if they are not setting a good example themselves.
As a sister, i wouldn't encourage it because he's like only 16.
cheh macam paham!
LOL! so there goes another irrelevant entry.

2009-01-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

If you were a blog post, you've probably been archived as history.
why do you have to come back? why now?
why do you have to keep telling me the same thing over and over again?
aren't you like, tired of being repetitive and persuasive?
it makes me wonder. why do people always want what they can't have?
Thanks to the bugger who've ruined my day.
How i wished you never existed.

2009-01-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

As 2008 has come to an end, i'd like to take this
opportunity to thank those people who had touched my life.
Thoughtful friends who had shown concern when the going gets tough. i've managed to pull myself through obstacles with minimum difficulties.
Thanks Allah for making the impossible, possible.

Happy New Year to all readers!
May it bring New hopes, New promises &
New reasons to enjoy life.
Happy 2009!

2008-12-31T01:22:00.013+08:00

Today is the last day of the year.
Today is also my younger brother's birthday.
He's officially sixteen. Always the youngest among
the 92-ers babies. He hated that.
but i guess it's not that bad compared to people who were born
on the Feb 29th (leap year) which only occurs once every four years.
i wonder, how would that particular person feel to celebrate
their birthday every 4 years? the only advantage is that
when people turned 40, you will only be like 10!
Cool right? Ok, maybe no.

back to my story.
Actual plan was to dine out together yesterday.
Since the elder brother had to work in the evening and
the birthday boy was out to a chalet party and won't be back
until next morning, we cancelled it.

Instead, we had a tiny celebration just at home.

No pizza more heavenly than Sarpino's you know. Steamm ah!
Dad- being thoughtful, ordered it for us eventhough his tastebuds does not approve of anything that screams cheeeeeese. He's loving the Tropical Hawaiian nevertheless.

Last but not least, what's a birthday without a cake eh?
Surprisingly nak dijadikan cerita, as i entered the cake shop, there's only one cake that i find appetizing. the rest were either too fruity or too colourful.
i grabbed it fast and furious, ignoring the woman who was there earlier than me -eyeing on the same cake while she looked contemplated whether wanna buy it or not. aww too bad.

he dislikes the idea of 1 huge candle followed by 6 small candles to be placed on the cake so that explains why we only light up the huge one.
There you go. another update.
=toodles=

2008-12-30T22:47:00.001+08:00

I really miss blogging. and now,
i don’t want to start whining on how busy I am lately,
because it's quite a cliche’d thing to do.

So yeah, it’s that time of the year isn’t it?
You know, when everyone starts asking everyone the same old question.
About setting your new year resolutions?
Which i simply can't be bothered. Don't ask me why.
Seriously, I can’t recall when was the last time I actually
worked on a resolution. Can you?
In December - Set resolutions/wishlist, but hardly remember it by January next year and totally forget about it 6 months later.
Get what i mean? No point sey.

2009.
What’s in store for us this year?
You see, life is synonymous with change, our lives will either improve or ~~worsen~~. (i only hope for the best; InsyaAllah.)
i really can't wait to put 2008 behind me.
too many undesired happenings took place this year.
After tomorrow, i'll try my best not to be nostalgic and all after that.
However i would still cherish the good times like...
: raya-ing with the 'BBGs',
: memorable meet-ups with bestie,
: fabulous movie-date with favourite kuzzies,
: not forgetting the cathing up session with each other,
: when we chatted on 'when we were younger' topics. Hilarious!
and the list goes on and on.

FYI, as i was finishing this, someone is already in line waiting
for her turn to use the computer.
kasi chance k. i gotta go.

p/s
1)My room
Mom has officially declared it as an 'arcade' to her.
2)My room (again)
Also partially known as a theatre for the movie freaks,
and a jamming studio for my brother. *tsk.

and oh! New year - new location.
My office has moved. Great.
Like as if the previous location isn't far enough,
the current location is worse, i think. nvm.
Goodbye Boonsiew,
Welcome Autron.

2008-12-10T15:26:00.004+08:00

Question: How many Eiffel Tower are there in Paris?
Question: How many kidneys does a person have?
Question: The film Star Wars is based on a true story.
True/False?
Question: How many sides does a triangle have?
etc.
Find out more Questions and Answers ->HERE<-
So, i was youtubing and stumbled upon the above mentioned video.
and oh, LOL! at 5:47.

2008-12-08T20:18:00.003+08:00

Question: Who is MUSE?
Answer: It is a band who played good music
and is currently earning publicity through Twilight movie.

Seriously, i don't see anything wrong with that.
And what we all know, music is universal.
Before i go further, i have to admit that i don't really listen
to MUSE, but my brothers do.
Still i don't understand why most people in Youtube are ranting
about MUSE gaining attention because of Twilight's baseball scene.
The point is, if you're a true fan of MUSE, you should be happy that
MUSE will have a wider fanbase by first agreeing to be in the movie.
Right?
MUSE fans need to take a chill pill okay?
People can't hold it against others if they start liking
MUSE after they heard it in the movie.
i mean come on ah, every single person discover a singer/band
one way or another.
So immature to fight about this sey.

On the other hand, i have to agree that those Twilight fan (excluding me) who goes gu-gu-ga-ga over Supermassive Black Hole need
to get more exposure on MUSE before they go screaming...
"OMG! MUSE is my favourite band now!"
before they even listen to other songs.
i guess that's pretty lame.

Okay i'm done stating my displeasure.

2008-12-06T16:52:00.008+08:00

Long weekend coming up ey?
For me, weekends already start last Wednesday.
Took leave just because i got sick of work.
And so i slacked throughout the day.
Thinking that a movie marathon would be a good idea.
So i rummaged through the drawer cabinet and get my hands on
these VCDs and watched one after another.
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Kabhie Kushie Kabhie Gham
Baadshah & Dilwale; respectively.
Don't ask. I was just in the mood to watch Hindi movies ok.
Later that evening, went shopping at S'pore Expo for John Little's sale. =)

4th & 5th Dec
I attended GEMS course conducted at SHRI.
It's all about providing a Going the Extra Mile Service
to customers and all.
It was great because that was where all colleagues get to
catch up with each other.
I noticed 3 type of people who attended the course.
1. Prisoner - One who attended just to get it over and done with.
2. Vacationer - One who attended it for leisure purposes.
3. Learner - One who really want to make the most of what was taught.
Among all, number '2' describes me best. LOL!
It's the same feeling like skipping school you know. But in my case - Work.
We engaged in a lot of activities that no one had a chance to fall asleep.
And we did stuffs like... drawing a potrait of yourself for the ice-breaker part...
(don't mind my drawing please)and

test our creativity to create an outfit for an interview by making use of garbage bags, papers and newspapers.

All of a sudden, i got bored, so i decided to stop blogging here can?

and oh, 'Borders Holiday Fare' starts today (s'pore Expo Hall 6B)
i don't care about you but i'm going.

2008-12-01T17:35:00.009+08:00

Speaking of anniversaries, it's been a month or so.
i have stopped looking forward to the first day of each month.
My life is back on track. The decision is final. No regrets made.
All I need is some good music, my friends and bestie
to forget about the past and everything.
and so, messing up his life isn’t the best revenge because i believe in...
Karma~ What goes around comes around.
I have somehow figured it out..
by moving on and living my life to the fullest, will eventually kill him.

To that whoever your name might be, just a word or two for you
"darling, you're just a song that everyone knows the lyrics..
and sweetie, i know practice makes perfect but too much, makes a whore."

toodles-oo

2008-11-30T20:39:00.001+08:00

I am about to make this post short and sweet.

Happy 26th Wedding Anniversary to dearest Mom and Dad!
I love you both...

p.s - Dad owe ~~mom~~ us a dinner treat because he forget about today.
(what's with men forgetting anniversaries and stuffs anyway?)
You tell me.

2008-11-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

The book TWILIGHT written by Stephenie Meyer is
definitely a page turner!
Somehow i find the movie a major disappointment.
With all the hype behind the scenes and everything,
I expected it to be great.
Let me just rate it 6.5/10
Well, books are always way way better than the movie itself!
Anyhoos, i don't care much if the movie suck because my main focus is only on Robert Pattinson who played Edward Cullen; the intelligent, witty and hothotheat vampire. hehe!
and oh! i've figured out how 'Bella's favourite crooked smile' looks like! *melts*

p.s
To those readers who are at a lost, please ignore me.
Kindly click on ->this link<- to find your way out.
or go read the book if you haven't already.

On a totally different topic now;
i'm in the mood to do some baking today.
I tried making brownies.
Instant mix! Yummayy!

Okay i know the picture above doesn't look anything like what it's supposed to be.
Simply because it seemed like something brown and all.
but i guess that explains how 'Brownie' got its name. LOL!

ALrighty! Nite slepyheads!
My mom wants to use the computer.
Yes! She wants to play games.
That's it for now. =)

2008-11-27T12:03:00.004+08:00

For those who enjoyed tagging others.
Especially n0kz
ambik kau.

Rules.
Tag 5 other people and be happy.

1. What are you dreading right now?
~ to survive another 6 hours more at work.

2. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
~ if i play dead with bears, it won't attack right? ok i'll choose bears then.

3. How do you eat oreos?
~ on it's own.

4. What size is your bed?
~ Queen.

5. Whats your least favorite movie?
~ those movies that don't have proper endings!

6. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
~ charlie and the chocolate factory; becos of Johnny Depp!

7. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
~ egg and cheese sandwich.

8. What is your usual bedtime?
~ between 10.30 and 11.30.

9. Are you lazy?
~ do you mean NOW? hell yeah.

10. What jewelry are you wearing?
~ earring, ring.

11. Dance in the shower?
~ no. do you want me to slip and fall?

12. Who is the youngest in your family?
~ me! ok no, my brother.

13. What irritates you most on the internet?
~ POP-UP ads, viruses....etc

14. What was the first thing your mom does in the morning?
~ get the newspaper at the door.

15. Have you ever peek at a stranger's cellphone in a bus? Why?
~ yes. i was wondering how do they typed so fast with dictionary activated.

16. Do you like sushi?
~ yes! the something 'maki'. it was crabmeat.

17. What's one thing that annoys you right now?
~ books kept falling off the shelves on its own. creepy!

18. What's one movie that made you cry?
~ Kabil Khushry Kabil Igam. it's far more tragic than the Hindi movie!

19. Favourite time of the day?
~ 6 o'clock ;mondays - fridays.

20. If you're borrowing a friend's toothbrush, would you smell on it before you use it?
~ no way going to share it.

21. ps3, ps2, or xbox game?
~ maybe a bit behind time, but i love ps2.

22. Would you eat your babies?
~ i don't encourage cannibalism. it's for uncivilized people.

23. Is something worrying you?
~ Yes. would i get a better job. i don't want to rot in here forever.

24. Do you use idk,LoL,Lmfao or Brb often?
~ yes. except for Lmfao.

25. Ever met a Physco?
~ yes. SHE's seeing my ex bf now. so, i've met two psychos. geddit?

26. Random Word that pops up in your mind?
~ 'bleargghhhhh!' because now i'm feeling so bleargghhhhh!

27. What shoes are you wearing?
~ black pumps.

28. What is your favorite card game?
~ UNO.

29. What is your favorite board game?
~ Game of Life!

30. what movie do you want to see?
~ Twilight!

31. Do you believe in karma?
~ YES! nice.

32. How big are your feet?
~ size 8!

33. McDonalds/Burger King
~ Burger King.

34. What colour do you want your bedroom to be?
~ Hot, sexy RED!

35. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
~ what to have for lunch.

36. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
~ both. currently with glasses.

37. Did you buy something today?
~ some stationeries.

38. What books are you reading?
~ Not Without My Daughter, its so good its my 2nd time reading it.

39. Right handed or left handed?
~ Right-handed.

40. How many cellphones have you had and what happened to them?
~ Five.
1st: NOKIA 3315, lost it in a cab.
2nd: SE T610, bought from my brother.
3rd: SE k750i, renewed contract and get it for free.
4th: trade in for a secondhand SE k550i.
5th: SE k800i, bought it online and happily using it.

41. Have you ever eaten dog food?
~ no. but you know what, tortoise's food smells delicious.

42. What color is your bedroom?
~ top-half pink and bottom-half green.

Who's next?
= n0kz
= fifie
= kilah
= eka
= kecique

2008-11-25T14:59:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i enjoy going to work.
because only here i can have full non-lagging-access to the internet.
My computer at home memang nak kene campak dari
tingkat 22 rumah paklong aku. Grrrr!
Ok, maybe no.
Not until i get a replacement for that.

So, my pay is being held
due to some unforeseen computer errors and
delays on the bank clearing process, it will only be credited in tomorrow.
oh great isn't it!

NOW
i think i need a toilet break. again.
it feels like i'm suffering from diarrohea.
Lesson learnt:
it's best not to consume Prata and soya bean milk for breakfast!

I don't know about you,
but definitely not for me.
Ever!

2008-11-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

I am in a desperate need of a new pc for my room.
Because the current one is driving me insane.
- Firstly, it's super bulky and antique.
(It was millenium when dad realised that computers are mandatory for our education)
- Secondly, it's lagging like nobody's business,
despite the constant disk cleanup and defragmentation process.
- Thirdly,

this kept appearing everytime i try to remove a hard drive.
which i find it very annoying.
"suddenly life has a new meaning..." indeed!

2008-11-19T12:04:00.007+08:00

Finally stock-checking exercise is complete.

Books, books and more books plus a helpful bunch of librarians
with, you know their typical chinese pose (peace). geddit? oh nevermind.
Seriously, i wouldn't have complete it within a week without their help.

My sweethearts. lots of them actually. but these turned out to be the
favourable bunch. but honestly, i'm not bias.

Ok enough of that.
Dear God, give me Friday. Please?

2008-11-17T10:46:00.002+08:00

I swear this "http://adserving.cpxinteractive.com - New offer!"
pop-up ads is getting on my nerves.
Eversince i started using blogger,
there weren't any pop-ups.
Recently it kept bugging me every now and then.
pfft!
Am i the only one facing this or am i exaggerating it?

//added on 1:03PM
and oh! i know i have to STOP IT with the
pink glittery background thingy.
Someone please slap me. now!

2008-11-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

In the mood to do the tagggedd thingy.
Here goes.

Tagged by n0kz
Did a few amendments though on the rules.

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
~ Everyone does. If they say no they must be lying.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
~ Depends on the level of maturity though. If he's a coupla years younger than i am, that's not an issue.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
~ In that case, he really must be worth the wait..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
~ Would i get a billion dollars if i answer this? No? ok next question please!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
~ I love my bestie. Not to that extend of falling in love with her.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~ If you love someone with sincerity, i believe the whole relationship and yourself will be blessed too.

7. Give one reason why you ~~love~~ dislike your used-to-be significant other.
~ ermm..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
~ Move on. like the saying goes "there are many fish in the pond.."

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
~ legally what again? i don't get the question.

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
~ cry a river, build a bridge and get over it!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
~ I would be thirty-two by then.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
~ My family of course.

13. How contended are you currently?
~ VERY!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
~ i'd rather be married and rich please......?

15. What is your favourite colour?
~ used to be pink but it makes me feel childish. so i opt for green instead. it varies from time to time.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
~ i'm not attached and i don't like someone else. haha!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
~ i'll remember everything, forgive nothing. geddit? i don't want to be a hypocrite. P.S (this applies only to that specific person only.)

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
~ ermm..

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
~ IF? both ok. fair enough.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
~ i do. somewhere over the rainbow.. eh wrong! somewhere out there. lol!

Victims for the day.

1) Asy
2) Eka
3) Fifie
4) Kecique
5) Shakilah
nak buat, buat k, kalau tanak tak paksa.

adios.

2008-11-13T21:42:00.001+08:00

A 32—year—old Malaysian contract worker jumped into
a moat at the White Tiger exhibit at the Singapore Zoo?
and was subsequently attacked by the white tigers.
Which obviously wasn't an accident.
because according to the news,
it sounded more like suicide?
because he said 'goodbye' before he make his jump.
Poor thing. Suicide at the zoo. Out of all places.
and at noon during tiger's lunch hours maybe?
WTH?

why do i even bother blogging about this anyway.
lol~

2008-11-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

First things first.

It's Monday.
and it's been hectic.
The stock-checking exercise commenced today.
and yes, out of all days; Monday.
I've been so busy that i don't even have time to pee.
*sigh*

and oh
this is random, but..
i'm loving Korean Kimchi flavour noodle.
:]

2008-11-07T09:50:00.001+08:00

5th November 2008.
Everyone's talking about it.

Barack Hussein Obama is the official US's President.
i'm so glad McCain is not
err..
because he look very much like Bush?
okay, not because of that.
and now, i don't intend to
criticize much about politics.
At least, i'm absolutely aware
of what's happening around me.
Congrats again to Obama!
:)

2008-11-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

Do you have plans after work today? No?
and you own a webcam?
Perfect.

Visit -->>Hotel 626<<--
Check in alone, if you dare.
The hotel is available for check in
from 6 PM to 6 AM daily.

Until then...
enjoy your stay.
I did.

2008-11-03T11:07:00.001+08:00

I wish weekends never ends.
Because thinking about work makes me feel more sick.
And i can't afford to be on MC again.
Grandma made a surprise visit.
Erm, well it's not a surprise actually
becase we were expecting her.
So i slacked throughout the weekends
because i was too sick to even step out of the room.
Movie marathon on the pc in the afternoon,
watched Mean Girls on TV.
and oh! not forgetting,
Armageddon which i have watched for like
159753456 times but still cried at the ending.
*tsk

Surprisingly i didn't even touch my book that day.
Not even the newspapers.

Urghh!
My cough is bad.
my voice is so hoarse that
now i sound just like my dad.
*sobs

2008-10-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

edited // 5:42 PM
Looks like karma had made it's way to the respective people.
Like i told you, you have to see it to believe it.
Hahs!

2008-10-28T09:25:00.000+08:00

Finally, i managed to get my hands on the fourth book of Twilight Saga...
(!!!)
Pardon my enthusiasm. Semangat kebabian ah.

2008-10-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

The Current Addiction

Coming on to the fourth and the last book
& YES, call me a bookworm or whatever you want.
i don't care.
[[ i'm not into fantasy kinda thing really! but somehow....
i just find Edward Cullen HOT~~ okay? ]]

:P

2008-10-23T23:13:00.005+08:00

Okay, dinner with my family was different today.
No kedai kopi, No Simpang Bedok.
But here.

It's definitely a no biggie. it's a simple one. Most importantly all 5 of us were present. Once in a while was acceptable. And you can see dad was smiling from ear to ear becos he don't need to fork out even a single cent from his pocket. **rolls eyes**.
Our treat, bro and i.
Since you see, it's rare for us five to gather at one table to eat.
Becos we don't really practise it unless it's during fasting month.
ok so, CLICK HERE for more pictures okay.
:]

2008-10-20T21:45:00.001+08:00

okay, my body's aching so bad that i got up in the middle of the night looking for panadol!?
and becos of that, i wasted a few hours of sleep waiting for the panadol's reaction to take place. Sheesh! 7am sharp the alarm goes off. i hit the snooze button twice but decided to get up at the third one. I nearly fainted when i realised that it's MONDAY, again! Mata aku kelat banget nak bangon pagi!
and i don't even bother to make the bed as i directly headed for the bathroom.
Alrighty, as per planned, Raya outing with PRSS girls was on Sun 191008.(yesterday)
Managed to rent a Hyundai Trajet for a day.
The seats were just nice for us eight. We were supposed to gather at Su's place at 10am. The early birds turn out to be me and Shaki. But not long after that, one by one started falling in. It's not so bad though.
Had Fish&Chips for breakfast, and we are off to Anz's place. and oh! photo-taking session is a must-do at every house or anywhere at all even if it has to be in the scorching hot afternoon sun!

Hehe! Beraye sakan kitorang! korang girls memang best!

may i sing a few lines of fi's favourite song that day..?
ok here goes..
"Semoga...kita berjumpa lagi, di hari bahgia ini..."
hehehhehe! Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!
More Pictures
HERE

2008-10-17T16:10:00.001+08:00

"Sudin suka dengan si Zaiton,
17 oktober, hari kita berpanton,
hari ini aku sungguh senang hati,
MSN sepanjang hari melayan nokz dan fifi".

**Terima Kasih!